No, it just didn't happen...even through recovered memories or bits or whatever and usually I have a feeling that something might be the case but not this time. And normally I have perfect memory. I used to have perfect photographic memory too until they messed with me. I was the most reliable narrator ever and could describe little details. But they fucked it all up when they put me into the WHITE ROOM TORTURE BULLSHIT.Of course you don't remember it happening, the aliens wouldn't allow that.
And they kept putting me there and found it impossible to erase my memory until they did, until I was nothing like a vegetable, but they kept putting me back and forth for interrogation and over and over again.