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I have a little problem....Well it's been going on for a while but it never bothered me till today...Anyways since I was little Mom and Dad were together but they always would fight (as in words) but since I was I think 10 Year old my dad left out of my Life he's still married to my Mom but he never comes to see me he only comes if mom ask for a Favor such as painting our Apartment or moving (things like that) Anyways...I remember when me and my dad used to spend time we use to go on trips we used to play DS games together (Pokemon Battle,Yu-gi-oh!,Megaman etc etc) whether on GBA,DS,PS2 we used to play anytime on whatever console but what I mean we used to spend time together....Now I'm 19 and anytime I ask to spend time together he always tell me he's busy or he's tired or sometimes he says he's coming but then later he doesn't come and when I call him he says he forgot or he wasn't feeling well...I just think My Father doesn't Love me anymore...same thing with my mom only she lives with me and takes care of me but Most of the time she's at work and when she gets home she's tiredand when I even ask for at least 15 mins to play something she always tells me she's tired.....
Lately I just feel lonely in this world...Like no one cares...I'm just a Lonely gamer the only thing that actually stops me from doing something Stupid is my Games and My Best Friend (in real life) I been playing games since the Nintendo and Sega Genesis...Anyways I'm just wondering am I selfish for asking for my parents to spend time with me? Is it my fault that they wont spend time with me? And is there something I can do to get my old father who used to spend time with him because I'm sick of his excuses....
Sorry but I needed to vent this out because I was tired of holding it in...
Thank you for listening...
Lately I just feel lonely in this world...Like no one cares...I'm just a Lonely gamer the only thing that actually stops me from doing something Stupid is my Games and My Best Friend (in real life) I been playing games since the Nintendo and Sega Genesis...Anyways I'm just wondering am I selfish for asking for my parents to spend time with me? Is it my fault that they wont spend time with me? And is there something I can do to get my old father who used to spend time with him because I'm sick of his excuses....
Sorry but I needed to vent this out because I was tired of holding it in...
Thank you for listening...