I've been procrastinating all my life. I've been putting things off not only until the last minute, but hours past the last minute, and then some. And secretly (and openly) hoping that if I ignore it long enough it will go away. It won't, of course. It didn't.
For the last five years, I've been doing pretty much nothing. At first I was just wasting time. Then I was putting things off until well behing the last moment. The deadlines were wooshing by. Then I was actively avoiding doing anything. Oh, I was aware of the situation, I knew I had to get off my ass and start doing something. But I did nothing. Well past the point of no return. For the past two years, I've been hiding, fingers in my ears, trying to lose myself in any escapism I could, and that my rapidly shrinking attention span could encompass, yelling lalalalaalaaaaaaaa at the mere thought of getting up and trying to get my life in order.
I've been putting off writing this post for a year now.
I have to go.
I mentioned the escapist activities? This forum was one of the places I could get pleasantly lost in for hours. Well, I can't do that any more. No hiding, no occupying my mind with stuff. I can't afford it any more. I really have no time for this. Or anything else, apart form work. Things to do. Time to leave. If all goes well, I'll be back soon enough. If not, it might be a while. But now, it's time to go.
I'm going to miss you.
See you guys around.
For the last five years, I've been doing pretty much nothing. At first I was just wasting time. Then I was putting things off until well behing the last moment. The deadlines were wooshing by. Then I was actively avoiding doing anything. Oh, I was aware of the situation, I knew I had to get off my ass and start doing something. But I did nothing. Well past the point of no return. For the past two years, I've been hiding, fingers in my ears, trying to lose myself in any escapism I could, and that my rapidly shrinking attention span could encompass, yelling lalalalaalaaaaaaaa at the mere thought of getting up and trying to get my life in order.
I've been putting off writing this post for a year now.
I have to go.
I mentioned the escapist activities? This forum was one of the places I could get pleasantly lost in for hours. Well, I can't do that any more. No hiding, no occupying my mind with stuff. I can't afford it any more. I really have no time for this. Or anything else, apart form work. Things to do. Time to leave. If all goes well, I'll be back soon enough. If not, it might be a while. But now, it's time to go.
I'm going to miss you.
See you guys around.
