My medical condition finally got the best of me.
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I hope you'll never give up hope, no matter how. I would like to say that miracles do happen, but I don't want to refer to it as a "miracle" (as if this were something unreachable), even if it was a 0.0001% chance I'd cling to that tiny glimmer of hope with all of my force. This struggle is the true meaning of life, once we give up it's all over (I recall having lost a dear relative to, dare I say, not disease itself, but rather despair crippling him from pursuing his treatment)
So.. please, don't get crushed by this and reconsider any possibilities you still have...
You need to be optimist now more than ever, it's not over yet. I hope this didn't sound too cheesy, but I hope for you my best wishes of having a fulfilling, happy life. Let this not be a farewell...
So.. please, don't get crushed by this and reconsider any possibilities you still have...
You need to be optimist now more than ever, it's not over yet. I hope this didn't sound too cheesy, but I hope for you my best wishes of having a fulfilling, happy life. Let this not be a farewell...
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I won't repeat anything that's already been said here, as I have the same feelings and sentiments as everyone else on this thread 
Being a medical student I have come to learn that CF is no joke at all. I'm surprised you even made it past childhood--many are not fortunate enough to make it to their 20's.
You have been a very active member and definitely one of the more famous (or infamous depending on who you ask) members in this community. The thing with being in an online community is that when you post, it's on the Internet forever. Everything you have said on this forum will be here forever, like a crystallization of your online persona. So in a way, you will live on forever on the 'Temp. I hope you will continue to post here for as long as you are able, just so that you'll have left that much more of yourself with this community.
I know you've arranged for p1ng to handle some of your affairs as they relate to the 'Temp, but if there's anything I can do for you, just let me know.
I'm not a particularly religious person, but if there's any kind of miracle that can save you, I hope it will come your way. Good luck to you, Xuphor.
Being a medical student I have come to learn that CF is no joke at all. I'm surprised you even made it past childhood--many are not fortunate enough to make it to their 20's.
You have been a very active member and definitely one of the more famous (or infamous depending on who you ask) members in this community. The thing with being in an online community is that when you post, it's on the Internet forever. Everything you have said on this forum will be here forever, like a crystallization of your online persona. So in a way, you will live on forever on the 'Temp. I hope you will continue to post here for as long as you are able, just so that you'll have left that much more of yourself with this community.
I know you've arranged for p1ng to handle some of your affairs as they relate to the 'Temp, but if there's anything I can do for you, just let me know.
I'm not a particularly religious person, but if there's any kind of miracle that can save you, I hope it will come your way. Good luck to you, Xuphor.
May you have peace, comfort, and serenity, little lady.
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I'm honored you posted for the first time in........ long damn time here.
To everyone I'm not directly replying to: Rest assured, I am reading every single post here. Replying to every single post would take a very long and and rot my brain even further though, so I really don't think I should.
If you have anything to ask me, feel free to ask in my KYT thread here: http://gbatemp.net/threads/know-your-temps-xuphor.350992/ I'll definitly answer.
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I'm disgusted by the people on this world, and disgusted by the way things work. It has come to the point where pile of printed paper is worth a human life....I mean, it has come to that a long wile back already, but to have such example right in front of you..really can shock a person and start a flow of thoughts.
I just hope when the time comes, it'll happen painlessly and really fast so you find yourself on a much better place then this World.
I just hope when the time comes, it'll happen painlessly and really fast so you find yourself on a much better place then this World.
Very sad; reminds me of my uncle. You'll be missed on here; I miss you already. At least you have me and the community as your friends, in addition to the ones who personally know you.
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This is really sad. I don't know you, and you probably won't like me asking this, but is your pride really worth your life? If not yours, what about the lives of everyone who knows you?
Also, you say it's "too much money." It's not like someone is writing you a giant check. It would just be tons of people giving varying amounts of money. I don't know you and I'm willing to give a fair amount of money.
I hope you change your mind, and (for what it's worth) I'll be praying for you.
Also, you say it's "too much money." It's not like someone is writing you a giant check. It would just be tons of people giving varying amounts of money. I don't know you and I'm willing to give a fair amount of money.
I hope you change your mind, and (for what it's worth) I'll be praying for you.
I do not know what lies beyond the tunnel of darkness. Nor do I believe I will ever be able to comprehend it. I believe that though death is the end of one journey, it marks the beginning of the next. Your life has been filled with pain. I know many people here who have given you unnecessary flak (myself likely included), and for that I want you to know that I hold no malice for anything you have ever said to me, nor did anything I have said to you. Regardless of your state of well-being, I will always remember you as the GBAtemp Fennec Fox. I will remember both the bad times, and the fun times with fond memories. If by some strange twist of fate you power through your disease and emerge victorious, you will always have a seat in the GBAtemp Hall of Heroes. If not, then it'll be here when you get back from your journey. I do not consider this a goodbye as those suggest we will never meet again. When we next cross swords, it will be at the World's End.
Be at peace. The Gray Havens' tender arms await your ship. Her caring embrace will accept all who seek her. We will meet again.
EDIT: And now, for the first time, the tears come. I never understood why we cry at funerals. Through the numerous send-offs I've been to, I've never cried once. Not even tears for the people I'd known and loved since I was old enough to feel such things. I think... I think I understand now. There is a hole in my heart that will never be filled in this life again. You will be missed.
Be at peace. The Gray Havens' tender arms await your ship. Her caring embrace will accept all who seek her. We will meet again.
EDIT: And now, for the first time, the tears come. I never understood why we cry at funerals. Through the numerous send-offs I've been to, I've never cried once. Not even tears for the people I'd known and loved since I was old enough to feel such things. I think... I think I understand now. There is a hole in my heart that will never be filled in this life again. You will be missed.
Man... I don't know you but I really wish I could tell you a joke so you could forget things for a second or that I could make anything to make you smile.
Well... keep in mind that your friends and family won't forget you. When we die, each one of ones leave a piece of ourselves with the people we love and thus, although you will die, you will still live inside those people and these people will pass on what they learned from and with you for the next generations. We will all die someday, although it is especially harsh for you having so little time, do try to be happy in your remaining time. My best wishes and whatever happens to you, good luck!
Well... keep in mind that your friends and family won't forget you. When we die, each one of ones leave a piece of ourselves with the people we love and thus, although you will die, you will still live inside those people and these people will pass on what they learned from and with you for the next generations. We will all die someday, although it is especially harsh for you having so little time, do try to be happy in your remaining time. My best wishes and whatever happens to you, good luck!
Have been wanting to write something here since I first saw the thread but never been able to find the right words. I'm really bad when it comes to stuff like this. Suddenly it feels like I'm about to lose a family member. (Seriously I even start to fell tears when writing this)
Anyway... I really wish there was something I could do, to bad I'm not a secretly rich guy.
... Anyway I hope that maybe something shows up and solve everything for you. (Wish I could figure out some better words to write but I can all teary trying to write this stuff)
-Linus H. a.k.a crimzoneyed
Anyway... I really wish there was something I could do, to bad I'm not a secretly rich guy.
... Anyway I hope that maybe something shows up and solve everything for you. (Wish I could figure out some better words to write but I can all teary trying to write this stuff)
-Linus H. a.k.a crimzoneyed
Damn Densetsu. You made me drop a tear literally.
Xuphor I already posted here but since I read this thread I continuously thinking in you for real. I just hope your final days are not painful for you. And you'll be in a better place and I'm sure of it.
And just throwing a lil joke here(Sorry if you don't like it). You at least saw the next Console Gen(PS4, Xbox One). And you might wanna predict this Gen's Winner.
Xuphor I already posted here but since I read this thread I continuously thinking in you for real. I just hope your final days are not painful for you. And you'll be in a better place and I'm sure of it.
And just throwing a lil joke here(Sorry if you don't like it). You at least saw the next Console Gen(PS4, Xbox One). And you might wanna predict this Gen's Winner.
I'm really sorry to hear that Xuphor. I didn't know you well but I've obviously seen you around and you're an alright gal.
I hope some kind of miracle comes your way
I hope some kind of miracle comes your way
I've always respected you, and I rarely regret becoming inactive on this forum.. but I do regret not ever taking initiative to meet up with you in one of the online games we ever had in common. Perhaps when FFXIV ARR open beta starts I'll be able to meet up (at launch, I'm planning to play on the Hyperion server with friends from FFXI but I don't have closed beta access to XIV:ARR yet)
Meeting other real female gamers is rare and so when I was told about this thread I remembered immediately who you are and felt sincere sorrow for you. Also, I have COPD and I know how tiring it is to struggle to breathe for weeks straight, but I can't imagine spending month after month in worsening condition. I deeply hope you are able to get some comfort, any comfort.
I understand you want nothing of value, so I am mentally sending you roses and chocolate truffles. And nude acrobats and dancers. I'm imagining the swinging, bouncing genitalia cheering you up.
You're a bold woman and I admire you because you know who you are, and you let nothing stop you from being yourself online.
I'll miss you.
Meeting other real female gamers is rare and so when I was told about this thread I remembered immediately who you are and felt sincere sorrow for you. Also, I have COPD and I know how tiring it is to struggle to breathe for weeks straight, but I can't imagine spending month after month in worsening condition. I deeply hope you are able to get some comfort, any comfort.
I understand you want nothing of value, so I am mentally sending you roses and chocolate truffles. And nude acrobats and dancers. I'm imagining the swinging, bouncing genitalia cheering you up.
You're a bold woman and I admire you because you know who you are, and you let nothing stop you from being yourself online.
I'll miss you.
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