If I can make it at my current job, get out of debt, and get my savings back up to where they used to be, I can hopefully be more certain about the future than I've been this whole year. I just hope there's one last Christmas with the rest of the family where I can be the "Silent_Gunner" they know before I move out, become truly independent of them, drop the big bombshell on them about my lack of faith in a deity, much less one that's clearly a stand-in for the pastors of the churches they attend.
I've been waiting to see who I can truly trust when I finally can .