I don't know what did light up a fire in me over the past since 2007, but it made me accomplish far more than I ever thought I could.
That said, I feel angry almost all of the time, so I use humor, career-building activities (like holding several full time jobs such as teacher, Martial Arts Instructor, business owner, engineer, consultant, etc. at once plus AutoCAD work) and loads of exercise to mitigate it.
Maybe it's just me being fed up with how much iniquity the world has, but it sure makes me flare up and train like there's no tomorrow.
Any ideas on other ways to vent anger besides those kinds of activites? I'd like to not be so angry almost all the time if that is possible, but every therapist I ever spoke with said they would have a heart attack over a fraction of the events I made it through successfully. One of them even had a panic attack when I casually mentioned students taking marijuana and vape in the restrooms, and that's like nothing compared to what I put up with daily.
I've been assaulted many times, and that is not even on my radar of things that bother me, except to mention just how trivial that is compared to other things. The only thing about that I will say now is that small projectiles slingshotted at my eyes was not a major concern, and I was easily able to get the student under control and do good work in my class every day thereafter, because I made it clear that he has a future (and he did: he is now a professional engineer in the work force; that was the first time anyone ever told him he had any potential in anything, and that angers me that others gave up on him).
So, video games, weightlifting, etc., what would you all suggest as hobbies that are great for positive venting? I attached videos to show how trivial it is to blitz bags even in a very quiet environment and blindfolded.
I feel almost like a hornet at times; something made me angry, and I just got angrier. There was nothing I could do at the gym to mitigate it all, even running the full circuit and maxing a bunch of machines.
If I had to pinpoint it: it's the teaching:
out of every medical, engineering, Tae-Kwon-Do, fitness, and related achievements I have ever done, none of them compare to the brutal efforts of teaching.
When I teach proactively on my feet for ten minutes, it is much more physically demanding than forty nine hours of nonstop extreme training at a 24-hour gym. I actually felt physically tired for a week for being on my feet for ten minutes at a school, and there was a whole bunch of scoffing at "incompetent teachers" until I said "enough" and proceeded to one hit KO major combat sports actors at their own places, with permission to spar them, because of all the violence they promoted over the years.
And nearly every profession mocked and scoffed teachers: engineering, soldiers, the medical profession, CEO's, etc. And every single one that did was laid low:
- Combat sports was crushed.
- My former superior was the best Vietnam tunnel rat and the 1965 undefeated champion of the Park Military Tournament; he finally lost to me in 2020, at the peak of his endurance, and I told him if I lost, I would never train again, and if I won, I take his rank at his Martial Art, and I won: I wear the ninth degree belt signifying the head of the Royal Order of Korea Military he once led.
- The best engineers cannot comprehend how I got a fourteen year old to design the hardest model in AutoCAD and related history in a matter of hours, even according to prodigies at 3D AutoCAD.
- I helped develop a working cure for type II diabetes that recieved the ire of many medical doctors and world experts, even death threats from them.
- Business owners were floored that mine survived covid as a start up, without ever needing loans, and brought low their prices for their clients and cut out their extortion.
- And so much more.
"It's not fair! This was my magnum opus, and I was called a prodigy among prodigies. I was _so_ close to solving this. Your kids did this in a week, and you're just a teacher!"
Yeah, that is _exactly_ why!
All these years of scoffing teachers, how right God Is to pick one to pick your best prodigies apart easily.
Those that can, teach. Chew on your two million dollar inferior 2D AutoCAD at Tesla and Space X and your pretend 3D AI Auto-Generated Revit the next time you wish to scoff teachers. Here's my fourteen year old's superior work and skill done manually, line by line, in AutoCAD, with only hours of me teaching him, and no sophomore high school credits at all, as an "unteachable write-off".
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please don't break the 3 parts I want of it. 
