Goodbye and Sorry.

[Vidboy10]

Hello folks, as you know I've been a jerk on the temp for the past 6-7 months. Well the reason why was because of this.

Spoiler

In July of 2010, I went up to my Grandmas for a family reunion, But we stayed there earlier before my dad went up so it was just me and my cousins. So while I was up there, my step-Grandpa got pissed at me easily, he did the same thing with my dad when he was growing up so he just wants to do the same shit on me, so he did, but I held my anger all in side, but as you know before any of this shit happened I was a really nice guy here on the temp. I had many great friends on here, and at the time Advi was my boyfriend. So kept My anger all In side and I became one angry mother fucker, but that wasn't all. Since December 2010 I developed a mental-like uncontrollability of my words, I came up with words like "ni?ger cunt" and "fag?ot dick". I was constantly loosing my mind, I was saying things I shouldn't of said, like hating on AGLCB for calling him Fascist because of supporting LBGT (Which are cocksuckers and goodfuckers in a good way), and hating Secret-sauce because of his asperger's (Even though they can be really sensitive sometimes). Even though in real theroy I liked Vulpes, until he became a mod, he became a douche to alot of people, especially this one time at AGLCB, where he (Vulpes) was joking around he would give sexual pleasures to the OP but he edited it because he realized the OP was gay, I found it really offensive. There was one other thread (Couldn't seem to find it.) where he was being an ass to AGLCB again when AGLCB started a thread about colored titles, AGLCB was asking if he wanted one and then Vulpes rudely says "Did anyone ask you if you wanted one?", what a cunt. And later I was banned on the IRC even though it was a silly reason, lilysypha (Who banned me from IRC) banned me because of belligerence, yet I never used caps or "!" I was calmly just trying to discuss something, I tried PMing lily 2 times but she never replied. But I don't care if she wants to be immature and not discuss this then thats fine. All and all, I'm sorry for what I've done for the past year.

So I'm deciding to leave GBATemp due to my mental-like issue increasing higher and higher.


-Vidboy10

 

[Nujui]

I'm sorry to hear that.....

I wish I could help you.

 

[Deleted member 473940]

Oh, well we all have our ups and downs mate

. Shoudnt let you bother too much and eat you up.
You seemed to be a active member here. Unlike me? I really dont know whats been going on here and getting confused with some of the blog discussions lately.

 

[Forstride]

YEMEN! ;O;

 

[Frederica Bernkastel]

Presuming you're best buddies with everyone, that they share the same shallow) interests as you, and expecting them to not care when you say something bad about/to them GENERALLY tends to irritate people.
Instead of leaving, why not try to improve yourself?

 

[Slyakin]

Dude, you don't have to worry about being rude. There are others that are twice as mean as you, and they don't even think about it.

It is a great trait to see the bad in yourself, but you honestly shouldn't beat yourself up for it. You're a great guy to talk to, and I hope that you can recover from whatever you feel you are going through.

Godspeed. I hope you find that certain something.

 

[Ikki]

That sucks, man.
I never noticed you "being a jerk". Maybe I just read over it but I dunno.

I hope you get over this.


And what the fuck everyone's leaving.

 

[GundamXXX]

I didnt know you but I heard so much about you... such a loss for the politic

Why though Vidboy! AWSNER ME!

 

[ShadowFyre]

Whether or not its your, or anyone else's fault, leaving ain't the answer man

 

[smile72]

If you believe your making the right decision to leave. Then leave, however if you are not 100% behind your decision then think it over and decide if you want to stay or go.

 

[Vidboy10]

Presuming you're best buddies with everyone, that they share the same shallow interests as you, and expecting them to not care when you say something bad about/to them GENERALLY tends to irritate people.
Instead of leaving, why not try to improve yourself?

Dude, I can't control it, inside my body its like a boxing match between my Controlled side and my Uncontrollable side.
I could see rehabilitation in my local area, but I have to admit my problems to my dad first.

 

[The Catboy]

I'm sorry to hear that man. I do forgive you for those things and I am glad you finally came clean about what happened.
I really hope you come back some time in the future, but I think a leave would be best for you.

 

[Rydian]

I have to admit I have seen you just be an ass out of nowhere more than once.

Have you considered therapy? No, it's not all "Sit on this couch and tell me about your mother while I smoke this pipe and clean my monocle", there could also be physiological issues (such as some sort of chemical imbalance), and if it's not then there's many other types of therapy.

 

[Vidboy10]

No, it's not all "Sit on this couch and tell me about your mother while I smoke this pipe and clean my monocle", there could also be physiological issues (such as some sort of chemical imbalance), and if it's not then there's many other types of therapy.

No shit, I know how therapy works, and I never said it was just that.

Anyways, this will be my last post before I change my password to something I cant remember too so I can never sign in again.

 

[.Chris]

See ya.

Why can't you just ask an admin to ban you (not to be rude or anything)?

 

[m3rox]

Take care OP

Have a nice life and all that.

Spoiler

you'll be back

 

[Slyakin]

No, it's not all "Sit on this couch and tell me about your mother while I smoke this pipe and clean my monocle", there could also be physiological issues (such as some sort of chemical imbalance), and if it's not then there's many other types of therapy.

No shit, I know how therapy works, and I never said it was just that.

Anyways, this will be my last post before I change my password to something I cant remember too so I can never sign in again.

Goodbye, fellow temper.

I hope the "Forgot your Password" button will be of use to you sometime soon.

Like they say, "Once a Temper, Always a Temper"

 

[Coto]

Hmm.. if you´re sorry then a step ahead has been made =)
Be strong, like the best friend inside us´d want to.

I´ve have suffered these thoughts much more than I even remember, but when you feel you were absolutely wrong about it, try to keep that lesson everyday.

 

[Deleted_171835]

Can't say I expected this.

I'll miss you. See ya!

 

[Brian117]

Sorry to see you go Vidboy. You don't really need to apologize for something you couldn't control. I can think of numerous members who are jerks, but I didn't find you to be one of them (although that one time in the past when you claimed to hate gays, yet you were half of one yourself). The temp isn't the same anymore so I salute you for staying around as long as you have. You had a lot of guts to even make this thread, along with your other thread about the secrets you've kept in and finally released them. If you're reading this Vidboy, let me know what instant messenger clients you use so we can talk again in the future.