extreme hormonal surges cause a lot of permanent things in the long term when channeled properly:
-increased libido.
-much stronger physical presence.
-heightened sensitivity.
-far greater stamina.
-a constant underlying sexual charge.
-much faster recovery.
-a sharper, more dominant edge.
-a feeling of being deeply alive in the body.
-etc.
However, even when it’s naturally generated, it can have temporary side effects while it does its work:
-extreme emotions.
-sudden waves of desire.
-difficulty staying calm.
-a need to be in extra control of one’s impulses in a marital status.
-a need to be in extra control to resist acting purely on attraction.
-a feeling of being constantly “on”.
-restlessness.
-a severe increase in appetite.
I feel explosively sexual right now; yesterday I was overwhelmed for no reason, other than how high my drive is. Even though everything is going more than well.
I have gotten leaner, stronger, and far more physically responsive, and my body reacts instantly to stimulation.
I noticed that my physical stamina and sensitivity are far above what they ever were before.
As is my tolerance for discomfort. I no longer tense up the way I used to, even though as a little kid that was imposssible for me to not shut down under even mild pressure.
And when tension does appear, it’s so easy to manage that it barely registers; things that would have completely derailed me in times past are now minor inconveniences to the point where no one could tell anything was even happening.
And it settles naturally and fast; it never evened out that quickly before.I've been through this before, but never at this level.
Every time, after the intensity runs its course, my baseline drive stays higher than it was prior, my body feels more grounded, and I find myself leaner, stronger, and far more confident and present, etc. I also noticed that my recovery from stress and exhaustion is much faster than it has ever been before.
Even situations that would normally drain someone barely touch me. I bounce back immediately, with no lag at all. I wasn’t even tired.When I convened with the physician, he said I am in extraordinary health, but just try not to push too hard all at once.
We've known each other for years, and he knows why I train and push myself so much, but he is fine with it, as long as I don’t go too overboard. But it feels very extreme with the emotions. Including desire, frustration, and intensity.
So, I might try to take a break for a bit. We'll see.
-increased libido.
-much stronger physical presence.
-heightened sensitivity.
-far greater stamina.
-a constant underlying sexual charge.
-much faster recovery.
-a sharper, more dominant edge.
-a feeling of being deeply alive in the body.
-etc.
However, even when it’s naturally generated, it can have temporary side effects while it does its work:
-extreme emotions.
-sudden waves of desire.
-difficulty staying calm.
-a need to be in extra control of one’s impulses in a marital status.
-a need to be in extra control to resist acting purely on attraction.
-a feeling of being constantly “on”.
-restlessness.
-a severe increase in appetite.
I feel explosively sexual right now; yesterday I was overwhelmed for no reason, other than how high my drive is. Even though everything is going more than well.
I have gotten leaner, stronger, and far more physically responsive, and my body reacts instantly to stimulation.
I noticed that my physical stamina and sensitivity are far above what they ever were before.
As is my tolerance for discomfort. I no longer tense up the way I used to, even though as a little kid that was imposssible for me to not shut down under even mild pressure.
And when tension does appear, it’s so easy to manage that it barely registers; things that would have completely derailed me in times past are now minor inconveniences to the point where no one could tell anything was even happening.
And it settles naturally and fast; it never evened out that quickly before.I've been through this before, but never at this level.
Every time, after the intensity runs its course, my baseline drive stays higher than it was prior, my body feels more grounded, and I find myself leaner, stronger, and far more confident and present, etc. I also noticed that my recovery from stress and exhaustion is much faster than it has ever been before.
Even situations that would normally drain someone barely touch me. I bounce back immediately, with no lag at all. I wasn’t even tired.When I convened with the physician, he said I am in extraordinary health, but just try not to push too hard all at once.
We've known each other for years, and he knows why I train and push myself so much, but he is fine with it, as long as I don’t go too overboard. But it feels very extreme with the emotions. Including desire, frustration, and intensity.
So, I might try to take a break for a bit. We'll see.
