Every Single Day

[peteruk]

Every Single Day of my life is a battle, there's too many times when I just don't want to be alive

There's a big difference between wanting to end things and not wanting to be alive, I fall into the latter

I think if it wasn't for the support of my very dear wife I'd probably no longer be typing anything right now

Sometimes people just need an outlet where they won't be made fun of, judged, censored etc..

Where better than the eof

I'm not an attention seeker, on the contrary I'm a very private person, I'm absolutely fine btw and have no intention of hurting myself I just needed to put this down somewhere

I hope I've not offended anybody

 

[x65943]

It's called passive suicidal ideation, and it's very common among those with major depressive disorder.

You should seek help. It's not normal to want to be dead, or think everyone else would be better off without you.

There are people who can help you.

 

[peteruk]

Thanks for your reply... I am getting help, I just feel the need to talk about it somewhere

Your reply was unexpected but much appreciated, I didn't think anyone would even see my post tbh

 

[x65943]

Thanks for your reply... I am getting help, I just feel the need to talk about it somewhere

Your reply was unexpected but much appreciated, I didn't think anyone would even see my post tbh

Glad to hear you have already made some good steps.

MDD can unfortunately be a very hard disease to treat - and may often take several medication changes or courses of CBT to find what works for you.

People around here are pretty friendly

 

[Alexander1970]

Every Single Day of my life is a battle, there's too many times when I just don't want to be alive

There's a big difference between wanting to end things and not wanting to be alive, I fall into the latter

I think if it wasn't for the support of my very dear wife I'd probably no longer be typing anything right now

Sometimes people just need an outlet where they won't be made fun of, judged, censored etc..

Where better than the eof

I'm not an attention seeker, on the contrary I'm a very private person, I'm absolutely fine btw and have no intention of hurting myself I just needed to put this down somewhere

I hope I've not offended anybody

Hello.

You can write also in your personal Blog about your Life,your Feelings and everything that oppresses you if you like.As you say,writing down is a good help and sometomes one feels freer and lighter.

I really hope you mean it as you write:

I'm not an attention seeker, on the contrary I'm a very private person, I'm absolutely fine btw and have no intention of hurting myself I just needed to put this down somewhere

I wish you a nice and good day.And maybe you can try to "think" of appreciate and Love your Life,it is worth.

Thank you.

 

[peteruk]

Hello.

You can write also in your personal Blog about your Life,your Feelings and everything that oppresses you if you like.As you say,writing down is a good help and sometomes one feels freer and lighter.

I really hope you mean it as you write:


I wish you a nice and good day.And maybe you can try to "think" of appreciate and Love your Life,it is worth.

Thank you.

thank you and same for you