please help

[migles]

i feel like i want to die, but then i think, i don't want to die, i just feel bad
then i want to drink, but i don't drink alchohol ;_;
help, i feel really bad ;_;
why can't i stop thinking about people that don't exist in my life anymore for years ;_;

 

[Dionicio3]

i feel like i want to die, but then i think, i don't want to die, i just feel bad
then i want to drink, but i don't drink alchohol ;_;
help, i feel really bad ;_;
why can't i stop thinking about people that don't exist in my life anymore for years ;_;

I hope you're ok

 

[ATofix]

You need Jesus. And padded walls.

 

[The Catboy]

This is the EOF, so I am unsure how to take this, but get help. Trust me, depression isn't a game and suicidal thoughts are the worst.

 

[Noctosphere]

If theres one thing im not ok to joke around with, its suicide
So please, dont

 

[TheZander]

If theres one thing im not ok to joke around with, its suicide
So please, dont

didnt seem to be joking homeboy

 

[Noctosphere]

didnt seem to be joking homeboy

Well, not so long before, he created a joke game thread, so idk

 

[migles]

This is the EOF, so I am unsure how to take this, but get help. Trust me, depression isn't a game and suicidal thoughts are the worst.

If theres one thing im not ok to joke around with, its suicide
So please, dont

you guys and girls (or girls and boys) can relax, no suicide!

i feel like i want to die, i don't want to die, i just feel bad

i meant, yeah i have that feeling i just wanted to "go" (shut myself down) but my brain\conscience knows very well it's just something that is happening in the moment and i don't feel like that
you know when you feel hungry but then the brain goes "you know you just ate, that hungriness warning is broken"
or when you are horny see a prostitute and then your brain goes "na you aren't horny, she has aids herpes and lice, how can you feel that? and you wound up having less money"

consciously i am ok, am good and kicking. but there's this "really awful" feeling i am trying to understand that happens plenty of nights... and i fucking hate it...
and this is something that usually keeps me awake until very late.. which is a big bummer

 

[jimmyj]

i feel like i want to die, but then i think, i don't want to die, i just feel bad
then i want to drink, but i don't drink alchohol ;_;
help, i feel really bad ;_;
why can't i stop thinking about people that don't exist in my life anymore for years ;_;

I get that to (no drinking though) some times I think that my life has no use

 

[migles]

I get that to (no drinking though) some times I think that my life has no use

well, it's not that i think that..
yeah my life is pretty much useless, but i am good with it, there are loads of stuff i wanna do and i am ok
but it's this awfull feeling that happens sometimes, specially at night..
when this happens, i don't think that i am useless or stuff, my "head" is ok.. i just feel that i wanted to be gone.. it's hard to explain..

 

[jimmyj]

well, it's not that i think that..
yeah my life is pretty much useless, but i am good with it, there are loads of stuff i wanna do and i am ok
but it's this awfull feeling that happens sometimes, specially at night..
when this happens, i don't think that i am useless or stuff, my "head" is ok.. i just feel that i wanted to be gone.. it's hard to explain..

I know what you mean that happens to me to

 

[Deleted User]

atleast, You don't have suicidal thoughts.
Like me.
It sucks to be myself.

 

[EthanAddict]

Just try to move forward, I lost hopes for life since(I can't remember :^)) but I still move forward, no matter what happens, trust me.
Indeed it is saddening and serious, especially if they die young, but that is life, you need to move forward.
Don't suicide, it is bad for yourself and you will make your family feel just like you

That is all, PM me if you want(?)

 

[jimmyj]

atleast, You don't have suicidal thoughts.
Like me.
It sucks to be myself.

I do

 

[The Catboy]

I worry about you as I do everyone I care about. I don't want to see people in a funk if I can help them through it. Do you have me on discord?

 

[Noctosphere]

you need to see a doctor, not gbatemp, unless there are doctor on gbatemp...