Nobody acknowledges me...I have no friends, and I've never even touched a girl. So two days ago I was seriously considering suicide. I was crying all afternoon thinking if I should do it or not. I even bought a razor to do it with. Night finally came and i locked my door. I decided to do it. I ran the straight edge razor along my wrist and just dropped to the floor when i saw all the blood. I heard my mom knock on the door and when nobody answered, she got scared and said you're moving with your aunt and uncle in bel-air.