Okay, so I'm at a stalemate, a standstill if you will, on what I should truly do given the circumstance the women of the world are in. So what we know so far is that there are some girls who like me, who are a 6 or 7 and below, with the way I hold myself and with the way I act as of right now. In order for 7+ to work, I’ll either need to improve upon myself, become more attractive, or handsome if you will, as there are undoubtedly more women who may find me desirable, but who knows if and when I can accomplish that in and of itself, it may be soon, a long time, or never. This leads me to the meat of the topic, the subject, the motif, the libretto, do I update myself or do I enjoy the women who are currently attracted to me?
With the advent of the recent hombre hairstyles, and the microscopic short shorts coming up later this year for the more attractive teens, twenty-somethings and milfs, not to mention the new mall they just opened, which will likely contain attractive females from outside my general area, it begs the question, is it worth waiting? Not to mention I've been approached by some friends of mine and they have inquired as why I haven't been dating the girls who already like me, which I admit, I find to be heart-wrenching. Why? Because by my holding out on updating myself and getting more attractive women, they think I'm ignoring them when that's not my intent at all, I simply cannot explain why I'm waiting without telling them why only to have them call me out for wanting to overachieve in the bedroom.
It doesn't help me any that the skill with which I speak to women is horrendously bad and super cheesy (I'll spare the details for now), so online companionship isn't that stable for me on myfreecams anyways. On the other hand, there is also the Tinder method of meeting women and the eventuality of finding ‘the one’ that way as well. I guess what I'm trying to figure out is, do I wait for some miracle by which I can trick chicks into thinking I’m more than I am, and have access to irl and online women and not disappoint friends who have certain expectations, or, do I simply content myself with the way I am now, and date the women I can date now, and have false hope of seeing if any 8 or 9 have actual interest in the me I am today? At this point, I don't even know what I want to do anymore. I bet anything that no 10 will be into me as I am for some lame reason, such is the nature of the games today’s women play.
Disclaimer: I currently use good dating sims and POV emulators, personality spoofing, inhibition removal, that's it. I do NOT want to use escorts and therefore don't care about temporary paid personal companionship.
the moral of the story : dont let tomorrow's problems prevent you from enjoying the wiiu you have today...