I noticed this thread with Xuphor in the topic title & thought "oh another thread on what's happened here recently".
Then to see your avatar as the first post, well, i could hardly believe what i was seeing.
I read through your OP & i still find it hard to make sense of what you did, so you say what you did was for attention, well you certainly got that.
To play on peoples emotions like that was so wrong, i know you said you didn't expect the thread to get so much attention, this may be a gaming forum but we still have feelings & emotions.
I even discussed your supposedly said plight to members of my family, yes, you reeled me right in.
I'm too trusting, whether in RL or internet i'm an honest guy & i naively take people's words as being honest too, i've taken away a lot from this.
To come back to the Temp after what you did, you're either brave, or you got no shame (haven't decided yet).