Suicidal Thoughts..

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Alright, so I am getting into more and more shit, yet I feel no pressure at all.
Education wise, and many personal things are going the down road badly, and instead of trying to solve I am feeling... its hard to discribe, "just not enough thoughts on those things". Instead I get thoughts of how everything will be over if I am no more..

Well, got my regular doctors appointment on thursday.. but really.. Usually I worry about things and try to solve, why do i feel so tired of all the crap. Its like I have no "worries", yet feel lonely and depressed..
 

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I used to feel exactly the same, I started taking my pain killers to kind of numb my brain. Unfortunately it started to become an addiction, I got over it eventually though. It helps to surround yourself with friends.
 

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It'll pass eventually, my friend. I mean I've been there before, and I turned to drugs and self harm.. that does not work and is the worst thing to do. Like what everyone else has said, find something to occupy your mind and enjoy yourself.
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I have got bunch of games.. but not enough interest to play them and get frustrated easily, hence losing even more interest and giving up.
 

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*Insert "killing yourself is selfish post" here.

But in all seriousness, try to uplift yourself however you can. It helps to have a strong will. Shows and video games are a good temporary fix, so try to find ways to improve your life if you can.
 

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From what I've learned, whenever I feel upset for no reason. I just think, "Wait... I'm upset for no reason." and think about good things in life. Then I feel better.

It's probably not as easy for others as it is for me, I guess.
 

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look for a friend who can help you have fun.

if you can't get strength from inside you. find it in someone or somewhere or something else.
 

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I try bro
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And then I keep on doing the same thing.. "contacting my ex".

I got it through my head that she doesnt love me, yet I dont even know why I ask her for a chance...
 

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