I'm going to do it

[Zetta_x]

My relationship with my girlfriend has been shaky from the get go.

We both like to mess with people's minds and in the 4-5 months we have been together, we have been assassinating each others minds like mind ninjas. We both love each other uncontrollably, always talking about theories of how people's minds work and ways we can exploit people. We analyze people on daily bases and see if we can predict people. Growing up, all I have done is observe people. I singled myself out of society because I hate the disgusting things people do.

Mine and her relationship started out with me trying to break her. I let her know once that I think her mind is interesting and I believe I can break it. From then, that idea grew into a fuck ball. She has watered that idea and it turned into a beautiful thing. She started pouring out her weaknesses. She believes I'm going to break her, she believes I am planning this whole huge thing against her. That is exactly her weakness. I'm sitting day by day playing games and she thinks I'm planning things against her. What she doesn't know, is I'm not planning anything and she is going to break herself.

My strategy was to make her assume so many things that they would start becoming contradictions. It worked... it freaking worked... The seed I grew in her mind is making her think so many things of me and just now they are starting to contradict each other. She has been watering this seed by coming up with more assumptions. She thinks I'm going to break her which means she is going to try and separate herself from me, but I strategically planned this...since she is breaking herself separating with me is only going to make things worse...

My predictions came true, I just got a text message. She wants 2 days to prove that I love her otherwise she is leaving. She wants me to be creative. I'm going to post this hands down, I love her, but I am not weak in the mind. I can put myself through a barrage of mental agony hell and not show it.

One of my theories is that love is a connection between two people. The last text message I sent is, I'm not going to prove anything, you are going to be doing all the work. See you on December 18th 11:45 PM.

If she really loves me as much as she says, then theoretically I can ignore her for the next 47 hours, and the connection we have will prove to her that I love her.

If she sees the opportunity to leave and because I have ignored her in the last 47 hours, then she didn't love me, and I will put myself through hell to get over this one as it was not meant to be.

I love how simple I keep things. I love how complicated the human mind is. I love how much people try fitting into society.

On a side note, here is my logic homework

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Update: It's amazing. I used to be the nicest person before a girl broke my spirit a few years ago (high school drama lol). If anyone wants to know the update on this. I didn't text her and she showed up at my house completely broke down in emotions this morning and she apologized. Like I said, I knew our love was going to pull through wink.gif

There is a horrible twisted person behind this mask:

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[jan777]

Dude...
We should make a movie about this.

 

[Zetta_x]

I'm all for it, even though I keep a low profile with many things

 

[azure0wind]

Dude...
We should make a movie about this.

yeah. it's like drama.
just do it do it

 

[Zetta_x]

Dude...
We should make a movie about this.

yeah. it's like drama.
just do it do it

It's hard to believe I'll be working for my masters degree soon in mathematics and statistics.

I'm 21, she is 21. I grew up hating people (probably because I lived in a place where White people were a minority and I got a lot of crap for being White). Then I realized, it's people in general that are just retarded. I choose the path to separate myself of society at an early age and grew up a sadistic person. I was at the mall today, I stood in and watched a room full of people getting their nails done. I had to push every ounce in me not to burst out laughing that these people are willing to pay +$20 to get some nails done.

When you work with an education of abstract theories, you learn to keep things in general terms (not being specific). You quickly realize how flawed humans are and how retarded we have gone as a society. You start realizing that most people can be exploited in so many ways to be used as tools. Everyone grows up with a set of biased opinions.

 

[Sterling]

Dude...
We should make a movie about this.

yeah. it's like drama.
just do it do it

No, make it an action flick. With crazy powers for shits and giggles. As for what I think of you, Zetta_X, I want you to stay out of the dark alleys in my mind.

 

[nryn99]

wow, pretty good observation! i would learn a lot from you.

 

[Zetta_x]

Hey Argentum Vir, I used to play RuneScape

If you need anything let me know although I haven't really played much in the last few years, I have a lot of stuff

But it's the dark alleys in someone's mind that makes it worth it. Me and this girl came up with a theory that the mind is partitioned in many parts. In other words, everyone has different parts of the mind. Different mindsets they can tap into, even mind sets they cannot tap into. The mind protects itself by blocking off a lot of resources and information. Stuff we dream about often comes from this partition of the mind. This is what I like to call the dark alleys. Stuff you have no control over but it lingers in your mind. That is the deepest sector of a person's mind.

However, I also believe it is possible for a human to access this mind. Assuming what I said is true, we can access this unconsciously in rem sleep. A lot of potential is in this part of the mind, we just need to break the barriers that keeps us from this part. The barriers are very well breakable but do you know how hard it is to break your own mind? You have to use the partitions against each other and show yourself that anything is possible.

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While I'm going about it. I see life as an illusion based on our beliefs. If you truly believe in something without a doubt, then it must be true. If someone believes that they are in love without a doubt, then nothing is stopping them from declaring that they are in love. Similar, if someone believes someone else loves them and they have no doubts about it, then it must be, to that person, the other person loves them.

Which is why I see life like an illusion because we ultimately decide on what life is. We decide on how we make life, we decide what is good and what is bad. Our illusion is made up of so many opinions. However, assuming that is true, I can come up with other theories. They key point is believing things without a doubt. This is everyone's potential weakness. How confident are you in your beliefs. Not many things in this world we believe in 100% without a doubt. Even a 1% doubt can be used as a weakness to completely shatter a belief.

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While you guys are reading this. Keep in mind these are things I usually keep to myself. Things I haven't really shared with many people. In that sense, I'm leaving out so many details, so many things that I don't want people to know. Anything you see are just outlines of simple ideas. The product of a person with a pretty twisted mind (in accordance to society). If I had even posted half of my ideas, I'm pretty sure society would lock me up in a mental institution. I may look like a normal friendly person, but that is almost the number one weakness of a person assumptions based on the eye.

 

[Sterling]

I assume Lucid dreams figure into your theory somehow? I myself have had a few lucid dreams. Though I am not proud of it, I actually wasted a couple of these for a few one offs with some women who are either unattainable, or totally made up, ideal women for me, and only me. Z.Z

EDIT: Heh, I have a natural mistrust of people. I have been used one too many times by "friends". Hell, even up until the last moment with my girlfriend, I had no reason to lose sleep over the merest though of her breaking up with me. I guess my subconscious was piecing the pieces together relatively well, and I sort of knew that was going to happen. Which I guess is another reason why I am taking the rejection well enough to want to even ask another person out.

 

[Zetta_x]

I have lucid dreams all the time, I figured it was normal

They do figure in my theories. I have done the same thing before, the trick is to get the girls not to turn into old women half way through

Isn't it funny, when you can control your dream? When you can fly, when you can finally get revenge on all the classmates that beat me up when I was a kid. When you can finally get revenge on society and all the pain it put me through. However, as you are controlling your dream, you tell yourself for something not to happen then it happens in your dream.

I swear how many times my mind starts acting against me in lucid dreams...

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Edit: Matter of fact, I remember having a dream running away from the cops. I made one of them pull me over and pretend like I was going to get arrested so I can make a quick get away when they let their guard down. Its easy getting out of a cop car in a dream. It's also easy to stand right up after being shot. Isn't it strange how quick things disappear from your memory after having a real lucid dream?

Just now thinking, I think having a lucid dream is accessing some of the partitions in the mind that aren't meant to be accessible. However, stuff is rendered decrypted in the part of the memory that is like RAM yours for the grabbing (like the PS3 masterkey). However, if you don't grab it, it will get erased after a reboot (few minutes after waking when your mind fully wakes up).

 

[nryn99]

While I'm going about it. I see life as an illusion based on our beliefs. If you truly believe in something without a doubt, then it must be true. If someone believes that they are in love without a doubt, then nothing is stopping them from declaring that they are in love. Similar, if someone believes someone else loves them and they have no doubts about it, then it must be, to that person, the other person loves them.

Which is why I see life like an illusion because we ultimately decide on what life is. We decide on how we make life, we decide what is good and what is bad. Our illusion is made up of so many opinions. However, assuming that is true, I can come up with other theories. They key point is believing things without a doubt. This is everyone's potential weakness. How confident are you in your beliefs. Not many things in this world we believe in 100% without a doubt. Even a 1% doubt can be used as a weakness to completely shatter a belief

i think it's like my prev siggy, it goes something like this:

truth exist within everyone, but everyone has his own version of truth
truth is what you see, hear,know and believe.

forgot what's it exactly, and also i want to ask you something since i think you know a lot about the mind. i cant' seem to stop thinking about other things. like when i'm doing something i'm also thinking about something else. but after a few minutes, i forget what i just did. i also frequently daydream.

 

[Sterling]

I have lucid dreams all the time, I figured it was normal

They do figure in my theories. I have done the same thing before, the trick is to get the girls not to turn into old women half way through

Isn't it funny, when you can control your dream? When you can fly, when you can finally get revenge on all the classmates that beat me up when I was a kid. When you can finally get revenge on society and all the pain it put me through. However, as you are controlling your dream, you tell yourself for something not to happen then it happens in your dream.

I swear how many times my mind starts acting against me in lucid dreams///

The trick is actually not telling yourself not to tell yourself to do something it doesn't actually want to do. (heh) The trick is actually telling yourself that you're dreaming, and you can control it. Any dream you remember had a potential to be lucid. I have heard that so many artists (like Van Gogh, and that deaf composer was it Mozart?) that their most famous and creative works came not while they were mad, but while they were dreaming.

 

[Zetta_x]

forgot what's it exactly, and also i want to ask you something since i think you know a lot about the mind. i cant' seem to stop thinking about other things. like when i'm doing something i'm also thinking about something else. but after a few minutes, i forget what i just did. i also frequently daydream.

To be honest, I always relate the human mind similar to the structure of a computer. You have harddrive, processors, RAM memory... etc. The computer harddrive is like long term memory, stuff you can store in it. The computer processor relates to how well a person can think, how quick they can think, the capabilities they can think. Like computers, you can overclock the processor with a few tricks however it is very easily able to break the processor with overclocking too much. The computer RAM to the mind is like stuff we retrieve from external sources and store into the harddrive or take from our harddrive and perform actions.

There are two things I came up with that relate to the minds ram. The first thing is that your RAM fills up and must dump some of the less important priorities to fit new information (an automatic system of the mind). The other thing is like trying to save a file as the same name as something else, it replaces it. So when you forget something like that, either you are overloaded with memories or it has been replaced with a different tasks that took the same memory bank in your mind

QUOTEThe trick is actually not telling yourself not to tell yourself to do something it doesn't actually want to do. (heh) The trick is actually telling yourself that you're dreaming, and you can control it. Any dream you remember had a potential to be lucid. I have heard that so many artists (like Van Gogh, and that deaf composer was it Mozart?) that their most famous and creative works came not while they were mad, but while they were dreaming.

Yeah, in 7th grade. I had a crush on a girl who had a crush on me. I told her in my dream we had got married etc... She told me something that still stands as a basis to what I think today, dreams are from things deep within our mind. The significance of this is that things we dream are really brilliant ideas stored deep within our mind, so I wouldn't doubt if famous artists pulled ideas from these banks

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While I am going about my ideas of the human mind being like a computer. To find exploits of other people's mind is very similar to how we find exploits on a computer system. Except humans are less predictable then computers. Computers have a set routine, with humans ultimately their choices are from the past and as long as we don't know their pasts their future remains unpredictable to a certain degree. I have a set ideology in my mind what a typical society person is. From there, I analyze someone their differences of a typical society person and attempt to make inferences based on my samples like statistics (which I will be getting my masters in so I know a relatively large amount of statistical theory)

 

[nryn99]

wow, finally found someone who i can talk too about this kinds of stuff.

i first thought about comparing the human mind to a computer is when i tried to make an idea in making an ai. but i cannot continue because it seems that my mind can't keep up with my ideas. my head either forgets what i was thinking/writing or it hurts.

 

[Sterling]

I am the same way. I think of the mind as I would a computer. The stuff you do while you're awake is stored in the RAOM (Random Access Organic Memory), then when you go to sleep, you have to empty the RAOM into the Brain's equivalent to Tape Drives, or (gonna just bullshit this) NFM (Neuron Flash Memory). The brief snatches you remember when you wake up is the haphazard filing system of the brain. Lucid dreams are when you can basically browse this archive. You can recreate past experiences, make new ones, or just bullshit the whole process and bend your mind over backwards and mind fuck yourself. Nightmares are just something hanging in the past, that your brain plays back while you sleep. One lucid dream usually fixes that up.

 

[Zetta_x]

To game01:

I know what you mean lol. Often times I try to think what it would be like in 200 years. Obviously I will be dead but will I be a different person completely independent of this life? Is reality really real? What if this is like a huge dream, I can't really prove that people around me can think or if they are just like people in my dream, a figment of my imagination. Trying to figure out what the universe is, what is at the end, what is in the non-existent parts of the universe...

My suggestion is try to figure out the human mind. There are points that I get way to deep in my thoughts that my mind like glitches and resets and crashes

Keep trying to unlock your true potential and don't let people interfere with your goals!

 

[Zetta_x]

I am the same way. I think of the mind as I would a computer. The stuff you do while you're awake is stored in the RAOM (Random Access Organic Memory), then when you go to sleep, you have to empty the RAOM into the Brain's equivalent to Tape Drives, or (gonna just bullshit this) NFM (Neuron Flash Memory). The brief snatches you remember when you wake up is the haphazard filing system of the brain. Lucid dreams are when you can basically browse this archive. You can recreate past experiences, make new ones, or just bullshit the whole process and bend your mind over backwards and mind fuck yourself. Nightmares are just something hanging in the past, that your brain plays back while you sleep. One lucid dream usually fixes that up.

Keep up with your ideas! By trial and error, you will slowly change your ideas until you cannot find anymore counter examples to your ideas. Doesn't mean that the counter examples don't exist, it means you are getting closer to what truth means to you

Sounds pretty interesting

It's amazing how well computer relates to the mind. Both operate on electricity and you cannot physically see the data. Both have exploits in stuff like the processor and the way things are executed. While I'm more interested in finding exploits, having a greater knowledge of what you are dealing with makes finding exploits easier.

It's funny because as we relate computers to the mind. I feel like creating a new education of mind hacking. Requires extensive knowledge in psychology and computer science. I would love to get this degree.

 

[nryn99]

yeah, but ideas only come sometimes when i'm in the mood for these stuff.

ehh, i have written something to point out how to program an ai, it's just an idea but i want your opinion. i just gotta fin the document

 

[Sterling]

I have to say, if that would go anywhere, you'd seem to be the person to push it. Especially since perhaps this 'Mind Hacking' could help people conquer fears, induce meditation, and looking further past computer science into robotics, it seems like it could help someone who is fitted with perhaps an super skeleton, or a artificial dream machine. I guess what I am trying to say if the mind is endless, then there should be just as many countless practicalities to supplement the mind as well as harm it (Mind Control anyone

). I still think that the people who masterminded the computer had some way shape or form of lucid dream to help them along.

 

[Zetta_x]

Awesome! I'll be awake for another 30 minutes! Even though it's 2:00 AM, I love jogging a mile and a half around the block in the cold. So I'll be back soon, got to get some jogging done

I have to say, if that would go anywhere, you'd seem to be the person to push it. Especially since perhaps this 'Mind Hacking' could help people conquer fears, induce meditation, and looking further past computer science into robotics, it seems like it could help someone who is fitted with perhaps an super skeleton, or a artificial dream machine. I guess what I am trying to say if the mind is endless, then there should be just as many countless practicalities to supplement the mind as well as harm it (Mind Control anyone

). I still think that the people who masterminded the computer had some way shape or form of lucid dream to help them along.

I completely agree, similar to how Nintendo patches exploits that hackers have found, we can find our weaknesses and work some way to patch them. (One the main points I got with this girl). The mind is endless, an infinite amount of possibilities with unknown specifications. It's funny because I value the bad times more then the good times because at least I learn something from the bad times vs always being happy and not learning something