I fucked up. Turning over a new leaf.

I enjoyed GBATemp. It’s my first online community that felt like home to me and I ruined it. Ruined it with that one blog; that one blog that turned controversial and pissed everyone off. I didn’t mean to make anyone upset, as I was just speaking my opinion on things, but Jesus Christ, I went too far. I complained so much about how people were doing things the “wrong” way, without realizing what site I am in. It got worse when I complained about it in my best friend’s group and left.

I was a fool, and so is the certain person I followed a few years ago. I don’t anymore as he had gotten extremely toxic, and made me see what was actually wrong with him against the thousands of people who hated him. I was blinded and lied to. Worst was that he made me turn against my friends and some of the GBATemp community. It was a nightmare.

I ask myself, “When will I see my friends again?” It’s very tough to come back and check how things are, think if everyone hates your guts or not. But I’m not banned, so that’s a good start I guess? After the day, I screwed myself over for following the wrong crowd. I may have my own opinions, but my biggest mistake was not respecting everyone else’s.

I fucked up. And I’ll take full responsibility of my actions as well. I apologize for everything I done in the past to make you guys upset. I wish I could make it up, but I know it’s not easy to ask for forgiveness, so think of me as you will. But if there’s one thing I wanna do, is to correct my mistakes and start over.

Luxer, out.
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at least your man enough to admit you messed up. I used to mess up a lot as well, because I had a serious drinking problem. now that I've been clean for almost 2 years, I feel much better. now, if someone pisses me off, I just walk away. not worth the time getting into arguments.
 
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Act nice, and I doubt anyone cares or remembers, don't worry so much, as long as you act normal with everyone now, it'll be okay.
 
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Everyone here messed up at some point. Don't worry, people with brains wont try to crucify you.
Welcome back!
 
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Does anyone really care?
We are all up for second chances, yo. This is the internet, amigo. Everything is a possibility.
 
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Everyone's already said what I want to say, so I'm left with only one sentence:
"The phrase is 'turn over a new leaf', not 'starting a new leaf'."

...Yeah, unoriginal, uninspired, and unimportant. Have a good day!
 
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I wish you good luck, we all make mistakes, we all make bad decisions and our feelings for people sometimes blind us to the truth, but you are only hum- dog and we respect that. You deserve a second chance if you actually learn from your mistakes...
What I am looking for when I meet somebody, is that they are willing to admit they make mistakes and aren't perfect, that is the mark of a good person.
 

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