This what I always get for not 'fitting in' just to get accepted by my friends. Lately, my Skype friends play a shitton of Overwatch and Smite all day, talking about it in call.
...While I just play obscure/wapanese games that I myself only know and keep whatever I say just to myself. That alone makes me happy, even .01% of it.
I have decided not to play those because I have been thinking...I only do it just for the sake of social acceptance and just to fit in with my friends? That only destroys what truly I am as myself and actually a stupid decision for me to take.
I can still be with them, though keep myself on a distance and play unless they need me.
...While I just play obscure/wapanese games that I myself only know and keep whatever I say just to myself. That alone makes me happy, even .01% of it.
I have decided not to play those because I have been thinking...I only do it just for the sake of social acceptance and just to fit in with my friends? That only destroys what truly I am as myself and actually a stupid decision for me to take.
I can still be with them, though keep myself on a distance and play unless they need me.