Why I'm not active.

So, some of you might have been wondering why I'm not active as much.

Well, its because I been trying to find something I can do that will at least change the way people look at me.

But I'm failing. I tried to code, I tried to draw, I even tried to just use RPG maker but I suck at these things.

I even tried to help a Minecraft Pocket Edition server but got IP banned for no reason.

I'm trying to change as I am very weird in school and get in trouble a lot because of my ADHD.

In fact this was one of the reasons of why I stared Solar Team.

But I just keep failing and failing.

I'm a worthless sack of shit and don't belong to be in this forum.

Which is why I'm thinking of leaving.

I'll just be a weird hyper stupid kid that can't do anything fucking right.

I used to have friends until a lot of fucking drama happened.

Why? It was because of me.

The only thing I'm good at is just playing ace attorney. That s fucking it.

But if you want me to stay.

Find me something that can make me not worthless and I'll stay.

But until then I'll be reading the comments as I slowly fade away from this forum.

So,

Bye.

Comments

I'm 15 years old dealing with the same thing. But with Autism, and some previous people I knew started moving.

Your not going to get anywhere in life calling yourself that. The amount of times I have been "pushed down", is a lot. From my parents, my teachers, my sister's, even friends, and its frustrating. It truly is, and will be.

My dad has called me a bitch before, and a dick before. But that's normal for him to do that, the amount of arguing I have to do with him just to talk to him is just insane, and pathetic compared to other dads I know. Not only that, teachers, yes, TEACHERS have dissed me directly, and indirectly. But there's nothing I can do about that because my School District allows it mostly. Its not moderated as much.

Hell i'm 15 years old, and I still don't know what to do in my life. I'm considering Computer Science, or Visual Art. But still its going to be hard to decide.


And your 11 years old doing Computer Science, and Chemistry? DUDE! I don't even have a Computer Science class, all I have is AP Computer Science, and computer science for engineering. (The route I want to take is a medical/hardware computer science field, or game development/website development.) At the age you are at I highly doubt you will fail in life. You are doing better than me academically, and despite being age 11, your going to do fine in life. As long as you prepare for what comes at you.
 
Well at my school we don't have computer or Chen classes. Hope that the new school will have one! :D
 

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