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(I know im not supposed to be letting my feelings out but I just couldnt beat the urge of posting this)
Ok, so, people say that the way I can stop having the instinct that makes me not want to tell people irl about my feelings (aka being emotionally closed) is by seeking professional help, but...
It seems to be working fine for me ever since I started bottling them up from online conversations since the other day, since Im not hearing my inner voice so often anymore and im also being treated like a normal user instead of an attention seeking kid
This is gonna be a bit different then my other posts. Mostly cause its just something I cant really write down anywhere else. My family will probably never see this as they dont even know this place exists and thats for the best.
A month ago my grandfather died, the last thing he told me...
Hello!
its been a while since i posted a blog, i think 3 years?
its been so long that the way to post it changed and i got lost, i have no idea if im doing it correctly now lmao
anyway what i wanted to talk about is grief, on march of 2024 my grandma from my father's side of the family passed...
Maybe I should start pretending from now on that everything is fine in order to prevent people to get fed up and bc I myself got fed up of the repetitive replies. should I do that? Cuz I think I should
If what my inner voice always says are lies, then why does it keep insisting about them? Is it bc of my life experiences or what?
Ok so I think I found the way to cure my depression; i'll watch anime so I can get distracted and i'll insult myself when making mistakes so I become smart. That way my depression will be healed, or atleast in the long run!
Hi,
just started out on a lightweight allegro library for MS-DOS.
Latest source is liballadagio-0.1.7.zip on sf.net/p/goons-programs
I'm kinda conflicted bc even though smoking and vaping wont do any good to me, I still wanna do them when I grow up bc I wanna feel better from my mood swings and depression
There are people here who are fed up of my venting (one of them is even a moderator), but I wanna vent bc I have to get these thoughts out of my head. Even though Im already on private coversations where I can vent, I still vent publicly and I wanna stop doing so.
And no, i won't seek help
You see, I feel that i'm a bit... (Dunno if it is the right word this but it's the closest to what i'm thinking of) addicted to this site, feeling that I should be leaving. And anyways, one thing is feeling like you've said anything you could say and another thing is not knowing what to say half...
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