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I don't know how to put it, but I think my mind and my consciousness are separate or something, because in my mind I always have thoughts... let's say, chaotic ones (whether it's depression, intrusive thoughts, crazy ideas, etc.), while my consciousness/body almost never reflects that. Is it common?
I think my mom is the only person I know who is honest at me and who treats me the way I deserve it, bc ever since I was a toddler she often gets angry at me when I do something wrong. Oh and half of my preschool and elementary teachers treated me like that aswell
THE ULTIMATE CYNICAL PRODUCTION BIBLE: MANCHILD MAYHEM
A. METADATA AND FOUNDATIONS OF BRILLIANCE
* Foundation: Years on Air
* Production Detail: 55 Seasons and Counting.
* Network Logic (Arrogance): Proof of Stan Sloth's vision: a series that surpasses "plot-driven animation" through...
Decided to rework my deck completely:
Main Deck (Monsters)
1 Alien Assault Trooper
3 Armored Bee
2 Mist Valley Wind Master
3 Genex Searcher
1 Knight Commander
1 Gaia Knight, the Force of Earth
1 Chiron the Mage
2 Cyber Dragon
2 Reese the Ice Master
3 Genex Solar
1 X-Saber Airbellum
1 Mist...
(I know im not supposed to be letting my feelings out but I just couldnt beat the urge of posting this)
Ok, so, people say that the way I can stop having the instinct that makes me not want to tell people irl about my feelings (aka being emotionally closed) is by seeking professional help, but...
It seems to be working fine for me ever since I started bottling them up from online conversations since the other day, since Im not hearing my inner voice so often anymore and im also being treated like a normal user instead of an attention seeking kid
This is gonna be a bit different then my other posts. Mostly cause its just something I cant really write down anywhere else. My family will probably never see this as they dont even know this place exists and thats for the best.
A month ago my grandfather died, the last thing he told me...
Hello!
its been a while since i posted a blog, i think 3 years?
its been so long that the way to post it changed and i got lost, i have no idea if im doing it correctly now lmao
anyway what i wanted to talk about is grief, on march of 2024 my grandma from my father's side of the family passed...
Maybe I should start pretending from now on that everything is fine in order to prevent people to get fed up and bc I myself got fed up of the repetitive replies. should I do that? Cuz I think I should
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