My doctor came today and told me things I already knew but am still disappointed to hear. I'm having a second surgery because my left ear is basically wrecked and I hear "BEEEEEEEEEEEEP" all the time. Even if I put heafphones on, I cannot hear the music. Its scheduled for next week on Monday which means I'm basically going to skip Thanksgiving with my sister because I will be unable to handle the noise. I fired up my Nintedno Switch and elaborated to him why its actually that loud. First, Its so loud that it hurts my right ear to play but if it isn't that loud I cannot hear it. Same with my Sony PSP and televisio, If it not turned up to be so loud that its annoying, all I hear is an annoying "BEEEEEEEEEEEP" in my left ear and thats basically all I hear.
When you speak to me, I cannot look at you. I will not hear what you have to say so I've gotten used to looking on your right hand side so that my working ear points at you and I can hear it. I don't drink alcohol but I was told (very seriously) by both that I have to give up drinking alcohol which is very easy because I don't even care for beer and any liquor is just disgusting. My wife is crying because she doesn't believe that I'll make it and she is technically the reason this has to happen. I love her so I made sure to tell her that she's not the cause... I'm just old and too scared that people will be unable to hear the TV or even me talk.
Otherwise I fell very close to normal. After I got the bad news I went to our dentist so I could setup getting all of my teeth pulled and get dentures made. We went through the process where he gets actual dimensions on the teeth in my mouth so he could make them exactly that size or even smaller. I have issues with my actual teeth that really like to break in half and ruin those parts like my lips and tongue. While I have the ear surgery the chef who does mouths is also going to set me up bit I won't have dentures until next year which honestly, I'm fine with that.
I began eating marijuana candy as well. Why? Because I have always liked getting "high" but do not enjoy any other drugs. And knowing how broken my mouth actually is, I end up getting some that are made with marshmallows. I make marshmallows in my stove and after they're made and starting to "dry" so that you can touch them, I take marijuana and turn it into "cannaibus liquid" so that when it tries up you can eat one and get fucked up. I'm not a smoker meaning I've never been a weed smoker and I do not smoke cigarettes.
I have the original AtGames pinball machine so eventually when I'm healed and still cannot go back to work I'd like to make it playable with random parts that AtGames doesn't supports and we can.... Until AtGames finds out what was done and stops allowing it. This does not make me mad and actually will teach me that I need to be serious.
I'm quite scared but not because I'm having a couple surgeries at the same time. Seeing my wife come talk to me with obvious tear markings on her eyes... Dudes, that hurts. My daughter said she will not go with us and I'm actually very happy about that because she's worse than my wife. She will tear out the entire time and be unable to help the doctors doing surgery.
I quilled my laptop after speaking with my wife. Being honest, I am to blame on this. She basically said that she was terrified that I'm going to be having surgery that will eather work or will hurt me. Having said that, I do not want her going to school so she will be staying at home so she can answer the phone calls that always happen in the week for me. And when I finally get paid I'm planning to give all of it to her because she earned it.
Being honest, I have not really been a marijuana user until I left high school and was about to get married. I will no long be one because being honest again, marijuana caused this. So you all also know, I got really high by eating a bunch of marijuana bubbalows and figured I"d do alright because I'm "used to it" but it made me pretty stupid and able to do stupid things I don't normally do. If you smoke or eat marijuana, please actually stop. Get tested while you are sober and go back to it very SLOWLY.
Thank guys and gals. You're too cool!
When you speak to me, I cannot look at you. I will not hear what you have to say so I've gotten used to looking on your right hand side so that my working ear points at you and I can hear it. I don't drink alcohol but I was told (very seriously) by both that I have to give up drinking alcohol which is very easy because I don't even care for beer and any liquor is just disgusting. My wife is crying because she doesn't believe that I'll make it and she is technically the reason this has to happen. I love her so I made sure to tell her that she's not the cause... I'm just old and too scared that people will be unable to hear the TV or even me talk.
Otherwise I fell very close to normal. After I got the bad news I went to our dentist so I could setup getting all of my teeth pulled and get dentures made. We went through the process where he gets actual dimensions on the teeth in my mouth so he could make them exactly that size or even smaller. I have issues with my actual teeth that really like to break in half and ruin those parts like my lips and tongue. While I have the ear surgery the chef who does mouths is also going to set me up bit I won't have dentures until next year which honestly, I'm fine with that.
I began eating marijuana candy as well. Why? Because I have always liked getting "high" but do not enjoy any other drugs. And knowing how broken my mouth actually is, I end up getting some that are made with marshmallows. I make marshmallows in my stove and after they're made and starting to "dry" so that you can touch them, I take marijuana and turn it into "cannaibus liquid" so that when it tries up you can eat one and get fucked up. I'm not a smoker meaning I've never been a weed smoker and I do not smoke cigarettes.
I have the original AtGames pinball machine so eventually when I'm healed and still cannot go back to work I'd like to make it playable with random parts that AtGames doesn't supports and we can.... Until AtGames finds out what was done and stops allowing it. This does not make me mad and actually will teach me that I need to be serious.
I'm quite scared but not because I'm having a couple surgeries at the same time. Seeing my wife come talk to me with obvious tear markings on her eyes... Dudes, that hurts. My daughter said she will not go with us and I'm actually very happy about that because she's worse than my wife. She will tear out the entire time and be unable to help the doctors doing surgery.
I quilled my laptop after speaking with my wife. Being honest, I am to blame on this. She basically said that she was terrified that I'm going to be having surgery that will eather work or will hurt me. Having said that, I do not want her going to school so she will be staying at home so she can answer the phone calls that always happen in the week for me. And when I finally get paid I'm planning to give all of it to her because she earned it.
Being honest, I have not really been a marijuana user until I left high school and was about to get married. I will no long be one because being honest again, marijuana caused this. So you all also know, I got really high by eating a bunch of marijuana bubbalows and figured I"d do alright because I'm "used to it" but it made me pretty stupid and able to do stupid things I don't normally do. If you smoke or eat marijuana, please actually stop. Get tested while you are sober and go back to it very SLOWLY.
Thank guys and gals. You're too cool!












