As a kid i've been ill 1 time of eating wrong mushrooms and seen a friend die of eating poisened mushrooms (that he took himself from the woods), so that alone was a reaon for me never ever to eat mushrooms again.
It's not that i don't like them, it's more of being scarred of getting bad mushrooms again!
Sorry to hear that. The store version is safe but I understand how you feeling. Being scarred of getting bad mushrooms again. I don't blame you. There are plenty of vegetable for you. Ok, just keep away from it then and you will be alright for the rest of your life.