I don't really know where to start. Today I was on the verge of killing myself. After exams I spent 2 1/2 hours sitting around with friends coming and going. I didn't really say anything. Then after, at around 4:15, I walked down the street from my school to a bridge and just stood there looking over the edge. I was leaning pretty far over, but then a car passed by and someone yelled something. I don't know whether it was "jump!" or "what's wrong?" but it made me turn around, and I walked home. My head is spinning from all the things going through my head and describing on a forum would take too long. I just put this here as a way to make myself feel like I'm letting someone know.