My mother jokingly suggested a youfundme account, but I don't want any money from anyone. However, I'm going to quit the scenes, because I'll be useless. I already planned to with the ps5/switch, but I was compiling things for the ps5, which made me feel relevant. Compiling feels like the only purpose to me being in the scenes at this point. There are a lot of people with more knowledge than I have, so it's not like I can't be replaced. I don't want to quit though, but I don't know what to do at this point.
Your mom is the funny one, the guys here can probably chip in some money to buy you a laptop for everything you have done for people here on temp.