@Flame , @DinohScene , I don't know whom else to ask, but I don't know what's going on with @Chary . I've sent her messages. I've asked @AmandaRose to send her messages. no response to either over the span of at least six months. after reading about the review fiasco, she's obviously not disappeared, which makes me feel like she's disgusted by me. what, because I said I liked her??? big fucking deal. I wouldn't want a relationship with her after what happened with LadyDana. I don't want a relationship with anyone. it hurts me deeply that both repack and place threw me away like I was nothing, when I've been very open about myself. I guess I'm on my own from now on. I'm trying to get involved with something called ClubHouse. if that works out, I won't be posting here anymore, especially if Chary doesn't care if I'm here or not. I just want some friends I can rely on. I cannot rely on Chary I guess, which makes me feel very sad.
