A Goal

[monkat]

Like most of you, I assume, I have lived my life so far with no real goals - sure, there were the ones that were mandatory for class or what have you, but no actual driving force to complete a goal. I've never had any real ambition -- it's more my philosophy that those with motivation are the ones that cause problems in a human society -- and I'm still not rich in ambition. I do what's fun for the moment, and to hell with everything else (only doing what is necessary to live, of course, eat, sleep, work, etc.)

But, I think that I have set a goal that I might be able to reach one day.

Ever since I was little, I have always been fascinated by madness. I don't know what it is - the loss, the mystery, or the potential creepiness - but I've always loved the idea, and its portrayal in media.

Before I die, I want to go insane. I want to know what it's like, even if I'm doomed to not understand my own observation.


...That is all.


===EDIT===

Also, sorry I haven't been on the temp lately. I know you all miss me.

 

[Icealote]

Do something extreme that will shake the very core of your beliefs and that's when you go insane

 

[Schizoanalysis]

Read Continental thought... that will send you insane. I can recommend Deleuze and Zizek.


==EDIT==


And I do miss seeing your nipples flashed randomly around these boards... and am considering founding a Monkat Nipple Liberaton Front.

 

[Mesiskope]

I could bash your skull with a hammer until you believe you've gone insane.

 

[CrimzonEyed]

I have a goal to some day have every gaming consol that have existed

 

[Schizoanalysis]

I prefer the goal of madness. It is curiously intriguing...