sounds like abuse to me, imagine being the side that fucked up the capitol and literally smeared shit on the walls of congress, and then acting like it's the other side who is being evil and destructive. you seem like the kind of person to hit a woman and then blame them for making you do it. you are unhinged and need to seek therapy or a mental health intervention.
To make it 100% clear, you are in support of the president that lost the popular vote twice, has the lowest favorability rating in the history of gallup ( and the only one to never breach 50%), who had the presidency with the largest conviction count, claimed in both races that the election was rigged even though he won the first one, worst jobs trajectory (even pre-covid), stared directly at the sun during an eclipse, never read his intelligence briefings, drew on a map with a sharpie when he made a gaffe (WHICH WAS A CRIME BY THE WAY), threw paper towels at Puerto Ricans after a disastrous hurricane, bragged about how hard his cognitive decline test was, GOLFED MORE THAN 24% OF HIS ENTIRE TERM, first president to never divested his interests, forced secret service agents to stay at his own properties so he could make money off it, fuck the list never ends.
to top off the shit list, HE ENCOURAGED INSURRECTION AND MORE OR LESS PERMANENTLY CRACKED OUR DEMOCRACY.