God I really need a life

[quote name='Panzer Tacticer' post='3000781' date='Jul 23 2010, 11:49 PM']Ok it is Friday (according the the calendar, not like I have a need or reason to keep track or care).

I wake up, sort of like 6, but I don't do much of anything till 9ish.

I wake the wife and call her into the living room where she kneels in front of me and makes herself useful. 20 minutes of playing on the sofa and big finale back in the bedroom. Bath and it's the same as always, ok, what else is there to do really?

Nothing.

I look at some forums, that clearly have not got much new since I looked last.

Watch some anime (watching Kanon currently). In between eps I confirm wow, nothing new was posted on any place I go to in 30 minutes, what a shock.

Watch some more anime.

Watch some more anime.

Read forums that refuse to change/

Watch some more anime (same series by the way I have the dvds).

Phone rings, the book I wanted has arrived at the local library so I go and get it.

Upon returning home, I have now no reason to remain dressed, as it's not like I need to go back out after all.

Watch a great bunch more anime, by days end 3 dvds are done.

Wouldn't be so bad if this was just a slow day, but fuck, I have been doing this since before most of you were born.

IT'S NOT ENOUGH!!!

I have not worked since 1994.

Oh I am sooooo not going to be shocked by needing to adjust to a retirement home lifestyle one day.[/quote]
Not sure if troll

If troll: successful

If not troll: Stop sapping the taxpayers' metaphorical sentry, you arsehole.

[quote name='Gnargle' post='3001504' date='Jul 24 2010, 07:42 AM']If troll: successful

If not troll: Stop sapping the taxpayers' metaphorical sentry, you arsehole.[/quote]
Well you obviously haven't read through the thread, go back a couple of pages, and next time remember ti read through a thread.

[quote name='Canonbeat234' post='3001474' date='Jul 24 2010, 03:22 AM']You know what this person needs to be homeless, literally! For the times I hear people are BORED because they did the same ol' shit like clockwork, something diasterious needs to happen to them so they start thinking. You choose your life to be an asset or a liability. I am not shitting you, I used to be bored around age 18-21 till my mother tried to kick me out twice! That's when I started think and look for an answer that will prevent me from being homeless! That's when I started helping my father out renovate his rooms while trying to join the Navy! I stop playing and change me routine around from sitting on my ass watching cartoons, playing mabinogi/DS, sleeping. I MADE THAT CHANGED!! You is talking to a person who has been stuck on the internet since the age of 14! Sooner or later his wife will leave him and he will make another topic 'I'm emo and going to blog about MY suicidal attempt' and all I got type is 'So when did your world started collapsing?'
For those pricks who are hatin' on me because I got in and they didn't 'hate the military not the sailor!'

So you TC who feel like you need a life, make a challenge for yourself! So watching anime, go outside and try to get a job! You will at least be doing something productive and I don't want to hear I can't do it BS. YOU CHOOSE NOT because you're slothful![/quote]

How old are you currently young man? Just curious.

And did you read any of the thread? Just curious.

I was in uniform before your father discovered girls in all likelihood.

But I'm cool with you deciding to join up.

I just hope life is nice to you and all. You don't sound like you'd deal well with actual adversity. Enjoy being healthy, you never know when it might end.

[quote name='Gnargle' post='3001504' date='Jul 24 2010, 03:42 AM'][quote name='Panzer Tacticer' post='3000781' date='Jul 23 2010, 11:49 PM']Ok it is Friday (according the the calendar, not like I have a need or reason to keep track or care).

I wake up, sort of like 6, but I don't do much of anything till 9ish.

I wake the wife and call her into the living room where she kneels in front of me and makes herself useful. 20 minutes of playing on the sofa and big finale back in the bedroom. Bath and it's the same as always, ok, what else is there to do really?

Nothing.

I look at some forums, that clearly have not got much new since I looked last.

Watch some anime (watching Kanon currently). In between eps I confirm wow, nothing new was posted on any place I go to in 30 minutes, what a shock.

Watch some more anime.

Watch some more anime.

Read forums that refuse to change/

Watch some more anime (same series by the way I have the dvds).

Phone rings, the book I wanted has arrived at the local library so I go and get it.

Upon returning home, I have now no reason to remain dressed, as it's not like I need to go back out after all.

Watch a great bunch more anime, by days end 3 dvds are done.

Wouldn't be so bad if this was just a slow day, but fuck, I have been doing this since before most of you were born.

IT'S NOT ENOUGH!!!

I have not worked since 1994.

Oh I am sooooo not going to be shocked by needing to adjust to a retirement home lifestyle one day.[/quote]
Not sure if troll

If troll: successful

If not troll: Stop sapping the taxpayers' metaphorical sentry, you arsehole.
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It's the internet, there's always sooooome crap you have to scrape off your shoes

[quote name='Panzer Tacticer' post='3001620' date='Jul 24 2010, 06:08 AM'][quote name='Canonbeat234' post='3001474' date='Jul 24 2010, 03:22 AM']You know what this person needs to be homeless, literally! For the times I hear people are BORED because they did the same ol' shit like clockwork, something diasterious needs to happen to them so they start thinking. You choose your life to be an asset or a liability. I am not shitting you, I used to be bored around age 18-21 till my mother tried to kick me out twice! That's when I started think and look for an answer that will prevent me from being homeless! That's when I started helping my father out renovate his rooms while trying to join the Navy! I stop playing and change me routine around from sitting on my ass watching cartoons, playing mabinogi/DS, sleeping. I MADE THAT CHANGED!! You is talking to a person who has been stuck on the internet since the age of 14! Sooner or later his wife will leave him and he will make another topic 'I'm emo and going to blog about MY suicidal attempt' and all I got type is 'So when did your world started collapsing?'
For those pricks who are hatin' on me because I got in and they didn't 'hate the military not the sailor!'

So you TC who feel like you need a life, make a challenge for yourself! So watching anime, go outside and try to get a job! You will at least be doing something productive and I don't want to hear I can't do it BS. YOU CHOOSE NOT because you're slothful![/quote]

How old are you currently young man? Just curious.

And did you read any of the thread? Just curious.

I was in uniform before your father discovered girls in all likelihood.

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*Falls out of his rocking chair laughing*

[quote name='Vulpes Abnocto' post='3002110' date='Jul 24 2010, 10:51 AM']*Falls out of his rocking chair cackling*[/quote]
Fixed, if you really were in a rocking chair. We all know what age group rocking chairs are directed towards.

[quote name='Sterl500' post='3002712' date='Jul 24 2010, 04:14 PM'][quote name='Vulpes Abnocto' post='3002110' date='Jul 24 2010, 10:51 AM']*Falls out of his rocking chair cackling*[/quote]
Fixed, if you really were in a rocking chair. We all know what age group rocking chairs are directed towards.
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Rocking chairs are awesome.

Friend of mine has been using rocking chairs for his gaming rig since his early 20's.

Sup Panzer. *brofist*

[quote name='Panzer Tacticer' post='3001620' date='Jul 24 2010, 03:08 AM'][quote name='Canonbeat234' post='3001474' date='Jul 24 2010, 03:22 AM']You know what this person needs to be homeless, literally! For the times I hear people are BORED because they did the same ol' shit like clockwork, something diasterious needs to happen to them so they start thinking. You choose your life to be an asset or a liability. I am not shitting you, I used to be bored around age 18-21 till my mother tried to kick me out twice! That's when I started think and look for an answer that will prevent me from being homeless! That's when I started helping my father out renovate his rooms while trying to join the Navy! I stop playing and change me routine around from sitting on my ass watching cartoons, playing mabinogi/DS, sleeping. I MADE THAT CHANGED!! You is talking to a person who has been stuck on the internet since the age of 14! Sooner or later his wife will leave him and he will make another topic 'I'm emo and going to blog about MY suicidal attempt' and all I got type is 'So when did your world started collapsing?'
For those pricks who are hatin' on me because I got in and they didn't 'hate the military not the sailor!'

So you TC who feel like you need a life, make a challenge for yourself! So watching anime, go outside and try to get a job! You will at least be doing something productive and I don't want to hear I can't do it BS. YOU CHOOSE NOT because you're slothful![/quote]

How old are you currently young man? Just curious.

And did you read any of the thread? Just curious.

I was in uniform before your father discovered girls in all likelihood.

But I'm cool with you deciding to join up.

I just hope life is nice to you and all. You don't sound like you'd deal well with actual adversity. Enjoy being healthy, you never know when it might end
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I apologize for my sounding like an idiot, yes...we don't know when our lives will end. Some people feel like they are going to paradise. I feel like I have to EARN my place to go to heaven. If I don't earn it then well...how much space is it down there? I do respect one thing from you, you do want to work despite how long you have been out. I hope you start working again soon.

"I apologize for my sounding like an idiot, yes...we don't know when our lives will end."

No sweat.

Should clarify though. I meant one can't know how long good health will last. Wasn't referring to lifespan. One day you are on top of the world, then shit happens and it's all gone. Accident or some nasty crap you couldn't see coming. Life is like that. Often just isn't our fault, some times the dice just roll crappy.

Me, my life COULD be worse, but knowing others have it worse, doesn't make me feel any too thrilled all the same.

Everyone has dreams, ambitions, expectations. Sucks watching the key ones go down the toilet.

How you respond means a lot of things though. Some take the easy way out (end it) others fight back however they can.

But the loss never stops feeling like a loss.

If I won several million bucks, I'd have the house, the shop, the picket fence yadda yadda yadda. Wouldn't have my health back though.
I'd wake knowing if I went to the shop, and did just about anything, that the next day I'd fucking hurt all over.

Spent most of the 90s walking to the shop, get totally worn out just walking the once upon a time short walk (shop was on parent's property). But I needed to go there, needed to feel like I had something to do. Often I'd sit talking to the folks for 30 minutes or an hour, then I'd close up the shop after having really only pretended to do something for half an hour, just long enough to realize I had nothing to work with for energy.
But on rare occasions, I'd get a month where I actually accomplished something. I'd have a burst of days where I almost felt normal.
It felt like winning a lottery those months.
But the usual, the norm, was I spent most months unable to do much.

Money can buy you 'things', but it can't buy your life back.
Man I so want to have a shop, just so I can pretend.
But I also might just be risking depressing myself with it. Having something I can't use would be frustrating as often as not.

I feel like an old retired senior. I have noooooo idea how people endure retirement without remaining active.

get a job, not for the money but for the feeling of doing a job. i don't make much i take pride in what i do. and it feels damn good.

you sound like all the other moochers, slackers and lazy people in the world.

"oooohhhhh im so tired of this" or "oooohhhh im so bored"

sorry to sound harsh, but thats the truth. your life is bland? try getting some responsibility.

[quote name='VashTS' post='3026106' date='Aug 4 2010, 10:09 PM']get a job, not for the money but for the feeling of doing a job. i don't make much i take pride in what i do. and it feels damn good.

you sound like all the other moochers, slackers and lazy people in the world.

"oooohhhhh im so tired of this" or "oooohhhh im so bored"

sorry to sound harsh, but thats the truth. your life is bland? try getting some responsibility.[/quote]

Let me know when you get around to reading the entire thread slowly. Until then you're only sounding like an idiot that has no clue what any of us have been discussing.

For example, you have clearly missed the fact I am disabled. Everyone else actually knows this, just not you apparently.