i think i'm confused.

i know that i'm really straight. i mean, i only look at girls.

however, there are times that i try to act like a girl....sometimes(doesn't exceed the # of fingers in your my hand) i try to look like one...
i don't know why, maybe it's just my feminine side..or it's something else?\

EDIT: i forgot to say, i only pretend to be a girl online, in online games. but when i'm found out. i admit that i'm really a guy and was just roleplaying or something.

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I'm thinking it's just your feminine side, I've acted in the same way before.
 
Perhaps you are way too interested in females that you're starting to act like one?
 
about getting one...i think not yet. next one i'll be getting, will be my last. marriage comes immediately.
i don't want break ups. and the things you did with this girl, and that girl and that girl too...i want just one.
 
[quote name='Narayan' post='3911852' date='Sep 30 2011, 07:42 PM']about getting one...i think not yet. next one i'll be getting, will be my last. marriage comes immediately.
i don't want break ups. and the things you did with this girl, and that girl and that girl too...i want just one.[/quote]
A quick final decision will likely lead to a divorce. Haste makes waste, and these things are a part of life, don't be scared of emotional injury.
 
Nothing wrong with being feminine or a girl being a tomboy.

Generally accepting these things mean you are maturing as a
person. Or realization of the kind of things.

Edit: inb4 Prowler says your gay (jokes)
 
haha, i will still go to a bf-gf stage, but i'll be very picky. like, i need us to know everything about each other before i can say she's the one.
we'll be really friends for a long time for sure. but for most girls, that doesn't work. still i'm not in a rush since if it's not exactly what i wanted, then i won't even bother.

i'm a bit traumatized in 2 ways:
1. i regretted breaking up w/ a girl i really love, i was just playing at first, but only realized what she really meant to me after we broke up.
2. i'm guilty of having a relationship with someone i like but after a while i fell out of love and everytime i look at her knowing she loves me and i don't is a torment. if i can avoid that, i will.


[quote name='kevan' post='3911868' date='Oct 1 2011, 07:54 AM']Generally accepting these things mean you are maturing as a
person. Or realization of the kind of things.[/quote]
i'm 21 now, and i've known myself to be a bit like this since 15 or 16...the time i spend with male and female classmates are equal. and hanging out with an all female(sometimes including gays) crowd is normal for me.
sometimes, i play jackstones with girls, talk with them on lunchbreak about girly stuff.
sometimes i play pc games with guys, cutting classes, though i rarely get into fights.
actually, in highschool have 2 best friends, 1 male and 1 female.
and i don't just belong to 1 particular group.
 
I guess that's why I didn't have a GF for 7 years (10-17)
because I found it unecessary to mess around with girls
you don't really like.

It's much better to find one you really like.
 
I had a friend that was gay to anyone who saw him from a distance.

He's one horny motherfucker.
 
[quote name='Narayan' post='3911810' date='Oct 1 2011, 01:22 AM']EDIT: i forgot to say, i only pretend to be a girl online, in online games. but when i'm found out. i admit that i'm really a guy and was just roleplaying or something.[/quote]

So...you like free stuff.


I see nothing wrong with that.
 
no, i don't take free stuff in online games, i don't feel like i really "got" the item that way.
i just like role-playing. but i don't keep it like that forever, later i lose interest and just drop the act.
i don't make those fake facebook profiles.
 
[quote name='Narayan' post='3912059' date='Sep 30 2011, 10:27 PM']no, i don't take free stuff in online games, i don't feel like i really "got" the item that way.
i just like role-playing. but i don't keep it like that forever, later i lose interest and just drop the act.
i don't make those fake facebook profiles.[/quote]
Role-playing...are you sure that's not the true you and what you show on the outside isn't just a mask?
 
[quote name='BortzANATOR' post='3912066' date='Sep 30 2011, 08:41 PM']now im confused[/quote]
Same. Whats going on?
 
are you worried of what people thinks of you acting in a femenine way?

if what people thinks doenst bother to you at all and you feel fine with your femenine side... do whatever your want to do, it's your life after all.

btw... I like to play KoF only as Mai :evil:
 

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