Another blog post about my life? Twice in one month?!? And so close to the other?!?! Blasphemy I tell you! Well actually every September 12th, the day that I joined, I try to make a blog covering the highlights from the previous year in my personal life. I of course will continue that tradition! This year I shall cover the highlights of little details that I haven't talked much about during the year. I won't cover these blog posts here, because there's just no reason to do so when I can just link them instead. Here's some blogs to read about my personal life from last year's blog to the most current:
8 years on the Temp
So what happened to Lilith?
So it's been two months now
So this is gonna be my thing now
I am not sure how to title this blog
Life after abuse
Why ports on the Switch are important to me
So there's a bit of recap for those who feel like getting closer to your local furry lesbian woofgirl from the 3DS section. Now I did kind of wonder what's left to really talk about? I could talk about the details of the months I was missing, but most of those months were talked about and were just my exes gaslighting me and trying to make me love them again. I could talk about the projects I've worked on, but honestly I've really not done much more than help manage and test projects like Rei-Six and test out Rosalina for Luma. I wasn't nearly as active in the background as years before due to my personal issues and lack of a computer for several months. Thinking it over though, I think the most important part or more like person would be my girlfriend, Rhianna. I often call her Rhi because it's cuter and also shorter to type out on my phone. So I guess I will make this blog about her and how she impacted my life over the past year!
I actually met Rhi around March of 2017 through my friend when she brought Rhi along to join our D&D group (our group was run by my ex and we had a few friends playing.) Rhi and I almost immediately grew close to each other and we started sharing personal stories over a bottle of Fireball. It's fair to say that our friendship quickly blossomed and we spent a lot time together, this also meant that she quickly started to notice the issues in my life. Her and I connected on a rather emotional level as she started helping me come to terms with the reality that my life had become. She really went above and beyond as she pushed me harder than anyone had before. If it wasn't for her, I don't think I would have made it as far as I did before a very important day.
Late September of last year I got a message from Rhi asking if she could temperately move into my apartment with my exes and myself. Her depression and stress made it impossible to keep up with her job and she ended up losing her job and couldn't afford her lease anymore. We took her in being that we didn't want to see her go homeless due to depression. Her and I quickly bounded when she moved in and about 2 weeks after she moved in, Rhi and I ended up just cuddling and watching a movie together. After she went to bed I sent this message to Vulpes Abnocto
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Literally the next day I confided in Rhi that I was in love with her and she replied that she felt the same about me. From there we started making plans for her to help me leave my exes. It was s solid plan where I would help them get their life together until August when I was planning on moving out, this plan was regardless if Rhi and I had worked out. I was planning on moving for my own good, but I was also planning on helping those two because I would have felt bad leaving them with so little. That was my thinking at the time, but sadly did result in the several months of abuse that I covered in this blog. Regardless of the months of abuse, Rhi was there to help me through all of the shit show that was the late 2017 and early parts of 2018. She's a big reason why I was able to get away from my abusers and a big reason why I can happily say that I am here today.
Rhi and I moved in together back into what my old/our current apartment on March 12th of 2018, just 2 days after my exes legally signed the lease over to us. We were already living together at my friend's house, but this was the first time we started living alone together. Over the past couple of months her and I both worked on our relationships along side working on our own personal issues. I can happily say that over the past couple of months I've found someone who I truly love and someone who's helping bring my life in the best direction.
This Lilith picture is actually significant to me because it's a hand drawn picture of Lilith by my believed Rhianna.
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Rhi actually drew this one because I was extremely stressed out one day and she wanted to do whatever she could to help. So she drew a picture of Lilith dressed as May because I love May. So obviously I love this picture.
8 years on the Temp
So what happened to Lilith?
So it's been two months now
So this is gonna be my thing now
I am not sure how to title this blog
Life after abuse
Why ports on the Switch are important to me
So there's a bit of recap for those who feel like getting closer to your local furry lesbian woofgirl from the 3DS section. Now I did kind of wonder what's left to really talk about? I could talk about the details of the months I was missing, but most of those months were talked about and were just my exes gaslighting me and trying to make me love them again. I could talk about the projects I've worked on, but honestly I've really not done much more than help manage and test projects like Rei-Six and test out Rosalina for Luma. I wasn't nearly as active in the background as years before due to my personal issues and lack of a computer for several months. Thinking it over though, I think the most important part or more like person would be my girlfriend, Rhianna. I often call her Rhi because it's cuter and also shorter to type out on my phone. So I guess I will make this blog about her and how she impacted my life over the past year!
I actually met Rhi around March of 2017 through my friend when she brought Rhi along to join our D&D group (our group was run by my ex and we had a few friends playing.) Rhi and I almost immediately grew close to each other and we started sharing personal stories over a bottle of Fireball. It's fair to say that our friendship quickly blossomed and we spent a lot time together, this also meant that she quickly started to notice the issues in my life. Her and I connected on a rather emotional level as she started helping me come to terms with the reality that my life had become. She really went above and beyond as she pushed me harder than anyone had before. If it wasn't for her, I don't think I would have made it as far as I did before a very important day.
Late September of last year I got a message from Rhi asking if she could temperately move into my apartment with my exes and myself. Her depression and stress made it impossible to keep up with her job and she ended up losing her job and couldn't afford her lease anymore. We took her in being that we didn't want to see her go homeless due to depression. Her and I quickly bounded when she moved in and about 2 weeks after she moved in, Rhi and I ended up just cuddling and watching a movie together. After she went to bed I sent this message to Vulpes Abnocto
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Literally the next day I confided in Rhi that I was in love with her and she replied that she felt the same about me. From there we started making plans for her to help me leave my exes. It was s solid plan where I would help them get their life together until August when I was planning on moving out, this plan was regardless if Rhi and I had worked out. I was planning on moving for my own good, but I was also planning on helping those two because I would have felt bad leaving them with so little. That was my thinking at the time, but sadly did result in the several months of abuse that I covered in this blog. Regardless of the months of abuse, Rhi was there to help me through all of the shit show that was the late 2017 and early parts of 2018. She's a big reason why I was able to get away from my abusers and a big reason why I can happily say that I am here today.
Rhi and I moved in together back into what my old/our current apartment on March 12th of 2018, just 2 days after my exes legally signed the lease over to us. We were already living together at my friend's house, but this was the first time we started living alone together. Over the past couple of months her and I both worked on our relationships along side working on our own personal issues. I can happily say that over the past couple of months I've found someone who I truly love and someone who's helping bring my life in the best direction.
This Lilith picture is actually significant to me because it's a hand drawn picture of Lilith by my believed Rhianna.
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Rhi actually drew this one because I was extremely stressed out one day and she wanted to do whatever she could to help. So she drew a picture of Lilith dressed as May because I love May. So obviously I love this picture.
