Bored and tired.

I'm bored and tired of life at this point. I feel like everyday is now officially blending into each other.Regardless, it's Easter.I don't know perhaps, I'm feeling this because I'm not playing any "wow" games at the moment. Or perhaps it's the fact that I'm bipolar and the depression is kicking in. Regardless, life seems meaningless and eternal. Oh well Happy Easter anyone who reads this today!

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I know. But it's just been getting worse and nothing seems to get better. No work, no money. Life just seems meaningless.
 
I went through the same thing, but let me tell you. Things will get better later on. Just be patient, and things will brighten up for you.
 
Not really the county I'm in has near 10% unemployment, and I have never held a previous job.
 
If you've ever actually looked at GBAtemps blog section, you'd notice it's preeeeeetty common for every single person to feel like crap at some point.
It's just temporary. Life is too random and unpredictable to stay the same forever.

Oh and happy easter.
 
Not really Hells Malice,I've felt this way for about 2 years. I've had minor happiness here and there but mostly I have felt depressed.
 
Depression is a beast, I'm learning about the role of the amygdala and how it governs our motivation, eye contact, learned fears, etc.
 
[quote name='rastsan' timestamp='1333919314'] do you need a cam chat? [/quote]

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sometimes having a friendly face actually in front of you can make all the difference.
 
It happens. You see, since I'm Bi-polar too, I get the same way. The difference is that before a couple months ago, I couldn't tell you what depression is. I was suffering and I didn't know why. You'll find something to cheer you up; there's always something.
 
[quote name='Sterling' timestamp='1333939810'] It happens. You see, since I'm Bi-polar too, I get the same way. The difference is that before a couple months ago, I couldn't tell you what depression is. I was suffering and I didn't know why. You'll find something to cheer you up; there's always something. [/quote]
Even if I do, it doesn't last long though, I'm mostly depressed.
 
Play some Gamecube or N64. Dig back into your childhood. Trust me you'll feel better.

On a serious note though, contrary to what many people have said, don't "be patient". I don't think you should be sitting there waiting for things to work out. One day you'll wish you had so much spare time.

Music is extremely powerful in such situations. Do you play any instruments? If you do, practise. You'll enjoy it. If you don't, I don't see why you shouldn't learn to. It's an excellent time-consuming means to entertainment.

Read a book. Find the right reading place. I can tell you from experience, total silence is not the best condition to read under, but neither is being right in front of a loud TV. Either read in a room with people speaking softly, or play some very soft music on very low volume. Get a good book, and you should be engaged in its world pretty quickly.

Last, but not least: I'm sure many tempers would agree that http://www.stumbleupon.com/ is incredibly wonderful.

Not only is it an excellent entertaining time-killer, but most of the time you'll end up learning something new about things you are most interested about.

Have a nice day. :)
 
[quote name='Lucifer666' timestamp='1333981769'] Play some Gamecube or N64. Dig back into your childhood. Trust me you'll feel better.On a serious note though, contrary to what many people have said, don't "be patient". I don't think you should be sitting there waiting for things to work out. One day you'll wish you had so much spare time. Music is extremely powerful in such situations. Do you play any instruments? If you do, practise. You'll enjoy it. If you don't, I don't see why you shouldn't learn to. It's an excellent time-consuming means to entertainment. Read a book. Find the right reading place. I can tell you from experience, total silence is not the best condition to read under, but neither is being right in front of a loud TV. Either read in a room with people speaking softly, or play some very soft music on very low volume. Get a good book, and you should be engaged in its world pretty quickly. Last, but not least: I'm sure many tempers would agree that http://www.stumbleupon.com/ is incredibly wonderful. Not only is it an excellent entertaining time-killer, but most of the time you'll end up learning something new about things you are most interested about. Have a nice day. :) [/quote]

I tried the violin I couldn't stand my own sound. Impossible, I live with my family, my father is a drunk who frequently comes out and yells stupid garbage in fucked up English or says disgusting things to me in Spanish. Nah, I've read far too many Wikipedia articles for much to surprise me,thanks to cancer. Plus seeing places that are far away tend to depress me even more..... sorry for being gloomy.
 

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