And since too many of you outrageously dislike me pouring my heart out on te nternet in the form of bitching and insults, I've decided to take a break from my usual banter to bring up a surprisingly popular combination of topics.
1. ROMANCE
2. PEDOPHILIA
So, I went to ribfest (sounds rather self-explanatory), a yearly event hosted in West-Toronto around the time of Canada Day (the ever so insignificant July 1st). I get there around 9:30 PM, when the fireworks ending ribfest start at 10PM. My friends and I pull out the blankets, and we lie on the fabric spread across the grass (ribfest is held at Centennial Park, a local public park). As some of you may already know, all of my friends graduated last month, leaving me in high school for the next two years. One of them, Raymond, brought his little cousin Philip, who I've never met before. He's entering Grade 9, just starting high school. He lies down on top of me, and holds my hand. We watch the fireworks.
***
I find out he goes to summer school, and look for him during a break. I find him, and we talk. And I keep looking for him, during every break, lunch period we have. And every time I see him, he hugs me and tells me that he loves me. What the fuck. My only response is to say that I love him too in an only mildly jokingly creepy voice.
Now here's the fun part.
He's fourteen. Or so I'm guessing, because that's the youngest he could possibly be. Do children this young ever have any kind of grasp of their sexuality? Or maybe he's completely innocent, and he just likes me in a platonic way and likes to hug me. But I wasn't this innocent in eighth grade. By then I had porn. Maybe he's a late bloomer?
Keep in mind that I am sixteen. Although the age of consent has changed from 14 to 16 last year, as long as you're within 5 years of age, the sex is legal. But that's not important, I don't really want to be the one to break a little boy, especially one so young. But I think I like him. I haven't been this giddy or excited over someone... ever. Even ask those pricks on IRC.
THE BIG QUESTION:
Does this make me a pedophile?
1. ROMANCE
2. PEDOPHILIA
So, I went to ribfest (sounds rather self-explanatory), a yearly event hosted in West-Toronto around the time of Canada Day (the ever so insignificant July 1st). I get there around 9:30 PM, when the fireworks ending ribfest start at 10PM. My friends and I pull out the blankets, and we lie on the fabric spread across the grass (ribfest is held at Centennial Park, a local public park). As some of you may already know, all of my friends graduated last month, leaving me in high school for the next two years. One of them, Raymond, brought his little cousin Philip, who I've never met before. He's entering Grade 9, just starting high school. He lies down on top of me, and holds my hand. We watch the fireworks.
***
I find out he goes to summer school, and look for him during a break. I find him, and we talk. And I keep looking for him, during every break, lunch period we have. And every time I see him, he hugs me and tells me that he loves me. What the fuck. My only response is to say that I love him too in an only mildly jokingly creepy voice.
Now here's the fun part.
He's fourteen. Or so I'm guessing, because that's the youngest he could possibly be. Do children this young ever have any kind of grasp of their sexuality? Or maybe he's completely innocent, and he just likes me in a platonic way and likes to hug me. But I wasn't this innocent in eighth grade. By then I had porn. Maybe he's a late bloomer?
Keep in mind that I am sixteen. Although the age of consent has changed from 14 to 16 last year, as long as you're within 5 years of age, the sex is legal. But that's not important, I don't really want to be the one to break a little boy, especially one so young. But I think I like him. I haven't been this giddy or excited over someone... ever. Even ask those pricks on IRC.
I'm 16. 14 y-o boy has been all over me the past few days. I think I like him
THE BIG QUESTION:
Does this make me a pedophile?
