Bad mourning post

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My german shepherd mix Jerry got quite old for his breed.
15.
He had a neurological disease, came quick.
First he couldnt get up the stairs anymore, then he couldnt walk at all.
his life was suffering nonstop and i knew i had to do something.
i cried all the way to the vet, i cried all the way back.
she would come by tomorrow. she did.
it took three injections right into his heart, took him a long time to die.
i just sat there looking at him and i couldnt breathe.
had to force myself to keep breathing, loud snapping breaths as i was staring at him. i couldnt move or look away or do anything.
they picked him up the same day.
couldnt get rid of his dog-basket, a friend had to do it for me.
kept his leash on my door for years.
it still hurts, it never stopped hurting, not for a single day.

im still mourning, im not sure it will ever stop.
i find it hard to say his name, because it hurts so much.
 

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