Bad morning post

[Veho]

 

[x65943]

*posts something negative*
"please stop being so negative"
*posts something non-negative*
*no one replies, not even giving likes*

(no im not saying im seeking attention)

not everyone will reply to everything you say

I replied to some of your posts today myself

 

[MPRTwice]

That never works

What I know about my work environment is that I don't need a negative voice; many act like that anyways:

"you're a [kneetard]"

"you have Autism, that makes you a [crucking] [vidiot]"

"[huck] you."

"I wish you would [crucking] [sigh]."

"I'll [treat] your [grass]."

And I am expected to not complain, be a professional, etc.

So, I tell any thoughts I _would_ have:

"Leave, begone, don't come back.", sternly with a calm, serious expression.

So, no more negative thoughts.

If I am angry at how work treats me, I destroy boxing bags, not people. It's a great habit. This _was_ over two thousand pounds; notice the cracked concrete that is fine with pickup trucks running on it, and the watered sand that came out of the bag as I struck it:

I punched it clean over, screaming at first.

But I never get aggressive with people. Being kind to people and destroying things this heavy that are _meant_ to be struck made me feel great. I never felt guilty and I never had to bottle up my anger; I knew exactly where to use it. I hope this can be of help to anyone having a bad day to make it a great one.

One last thing for now:

"How are you?"
Me: I had a bad day.
"Oh, So sorry!"
Me: Why?
"?"
Me: I said I _had_ a bad day, I _made_ it a good day, and now it _is_ a good day!
"Wow."
Me: Sometimes you _make_ it a good day, and the day has no choice. Had I not been insulted earlier, I would have never politely challenged the Brazilian Jiu Jitsu 2011 World Champion to a grappling-only match and won. When you get lemons, make lemonade.
"you are so lucky!"
Me: Actually, I'm not lucky at all. Reserve luck for the unskilled. I just have enough lemons that I have a whole pantry of lemonade.
"No; not just the whole pantry, you own the whole lemondae franchise!"
Me: Looks like it. Arrange things so that you win even when you lose. I win.

 

[Xdqwerty]

I replied to some of your posts today myself

Those dont count

 

[MPRTwice]

Those dont count

Only dooku counts, right? "That business on Cato Neimoidia doesn't...doesn't count".

 

[Xdqwerty]

Only dooku counts, right? "That business on Cato Neimoidia doesn't...doesn't count".

That.... doesnt have anything to do with what im talking about

 

[MPRTwice]

That.... doesnt have anything to do with what im talking about

Just trying to be friendly and perky. I understand.

 

[DJPlace]

had to do it.

 

[Kingy]

good morning x65943

 

[Xdqwerty]

also, why is constant negativity bad?

 

[x65943]

also, why is constant negativity bad?

Do you know the meaning of bad

You have basically asked

Why is bad bad???????????????¿

 

[impeeza]

Its possible that you have chronic depression but there are medication to mitigate that.
However you need to get professional help in order to get a diagnosis and the medication.

No. It is just a brat, asking for attention. Has been 3 years of crying and dumb whining

 

[Xdqwerty]

Might go back to pretending everything is fine and only be honest through dms

 

[Veho]

 

[Xdqwerty]

Do you know the meaning of bad

You have basically asked

Why is bad bad???????????????¿

I asked bc my family is often negative but no one complains

 

[x65943]

I asked bc my family is often negative but no one complains

Being negative kind of is complaining

 

[Xdqwerty]

Being negative kind of is complaining

Ok but you know what I mean

 

[Xdqwerty]

Also, how can I begin gaslighting myself into thinking that everything's ok?

 

[x65943]

Ok but you know what I mean

Sounds like you probably complain a lot because you learned it from your family

 

[Xdqwerty]

Sounds like you probably complain a lot because you learned it from your family

Maybe