Now what do I do?

I wouldn't be too hard on yourself mate, your still young at this point in your life there will be a 100 other girls, plenty more fish in the sea and all that stuff. I know your having a tough time of things at the moment but just keep your head down and get shit done.

damn. all this much badness in a week? I'm very sorry for you dm me if you wanna talk

The last thing you want to do is stay at home and lament about it. It'll drive you crazy. Hang out with friends or work. Don't take drugs or drink alcohol thinking it'll help you forget. The cost is severe. This is going to take you longer to get over than you can expect but once you're at the end of that road you'll realize how far you've walked. Somewhere there is that someone who will be your life and she's going through her own heartaches. When you both meet, you will have a greater understanding of love and will experience love like never before. Stay strong for her my friend, you will meet one day.

I'm sorry dude, I hope you don't end up as bad as when that happened to me.
If you need to talk with someone you can dm me or hmu on discord

Thank you guys. But... this is hard for me. I am going to update the blog post with what she email me. (Yes, she broke up with me over email.)

OK, I am deleting the unneeded comments.

sure

From what you've been telling me, it sounds like it might have been for the best. And yeah, while breaking up over email kind of sucks, it's better than doing it over text and she sounded very respectful

All in all, I know it's going to be rough. But it's something you'll definitely recover from and probably will be a better person for it

is this why you posted why you posted that on my page? buddy come on just push through it and everything will be fine.
trust me. i basically i did not feel loved in my time and could not take it anymore. i tried running away from school in 6th grade wishing that the school would broke up and look at me. i'm still in court because my grandmother still does not have custody over me. i was so depressed that i tried to drown myself, cut myself, choke myself. the reason why i'm living is because there is this one feeling left in me besides depression. it's a feeling i can't describe but whatever it is it makes me put that knife down, push me back up from the sink to breath, and does not let me choke myself by me not putting enough force to cut all that air flow. it's that feeling that keeps me alive today. now look at me now. my life had a bumpy start and i'm still at that point. but look at me now. i actually have a girlfriend now. we had a first kiss and dance. and heck we've been together for 2 years. i didnt even love her in 5th grade. i had a crush on another girl until she moved away. but then my cousin introduced me to her. we stayed silent. till 6th grade. that when i learned we had so much in common. what i'm saying to you is just push through it. who knows maybe what you're looking for is here on gbatemp. just look far and wide and soon you will move on.