Soooo yeah, remember those days when i said "omg everyone hates me1'"1"1 i want to die17289!!1! i suc everyone suck'2'2!!!" ?
That was the past. Now everything is OK. I haven't had problems, I am OK, I'm happy watching anime and talking to irl people, I'm happy playing Pump It Up, etc.
i regret doing everything that was from the past. eughhh.
anyway, I feel REALLY bad because... sometime ago, something happend to me in the school with a friend (let's call it Perci, she was my only friend with other 2 guys in the school)
and today, I lost a friend that... maybe will commit suicide. Damn.
Let's start first with Perci:
I meet her when I was playing Sonic Chaos on my 3DS, she is a huge fan of sonic, so, we meet, blah, blah, blah, blah. We used to play videogames , talk a lot, etc.
After sometime ago, she fell in love with me. She was very sensitive. I didn't wanted to hurt his cute feelings she has, for real. But she became so sticky with me, I mean with this, when I wanted to stay alone for some reason, or stay with my friends so I could talk about anything, she came always and she was always searching for me. She sometimes wanted me to kiss her in the mounth, but I said fuck it no. I don't want. Why? I never liked her. (I like anime grills lmao kill me) NEVER. She was just a friend, and ewww.
One day she said to me "omg do u wanna be my bf" and I said nah. Because I focus FIRST on things I'm really interesed. Like, I want to finish my school, and get a work, so I can buy lotsa of goods. Sometime ago I was interesed in love, but after something happend, nah, I never cared again about that. I like also to stay alone.
So, after I said "nah", she started to act very rarely, when I said to my friends "hey i like grills that uses glasses" guess what? Perci did that to attract me. (Yeah she used glasses) Never worked tbh.
I'm addict to an arcade game that is called Pump It Up, even I have a cabinet on my house (PIU Fiesta2) But when I said to my friends "hey i love pump it up" now she likes pump it up too. (btw I play S20, she DOESN'T KNOW ANYTHING about PIU) So, she always tries something to attract me. Never works, never will work. I just want to be friends with her again. Man, why this is so difficult?
After all, I said to Perci "Can't we just be friends, please, like before?"
She was shocked, and bit by bit, she stopped talking to me. Now rarely we talk each other. So nice, I lost a friend, now I have my 2 only best friends that I never had a problem with them. (Yep, still antisocial in the school, don't worry, just school because I don't like the type of people that there is on my school) So, eh. Good bye then Perci.
oh, and she said "omg he did me a lot of damage to me1#1!!!" of course she was trying to make attetion so everyone can fuck me up, I don't really care about that, since no one knows me in the school, just my pals and the teachers.
so, meh.
F for perci
Now, let's talk about someone, let's call it Sylvi, K?
He was a friend that I met on Internet (facebook tbh) He was very friendly. He teached me his draws, his stuff, etc. And it was nice. After a month, today, he acted different, he acted like depressed, and suicidical. (just thinking about that remembers me from my past ewwww) he was dissapointed, and sad, don't know why.
I tried to cheer up him, but didn't work. Sylvi just wanted a Sylveon plush, of course it's expensive asf, and he said he can't buy it since he doesn't has too much money.
So, I said to him "Why not just grab my Sylveon plush?" and he refused. I don't know why. It got worse, he started to act depressive, like "i suck, i must die, etc." (Now I know how it feels when I said that before...)
I tried everything to cheer him up, didn't work. Tried to give him my Sylveon plush, didn't work too. Nothing worked. I tried everything, nothing worked.
So, it got even worse. He send me some pics cutting is hand. (What's this? 2007?) Again, tried to cheer him up, didn't work. I tried, last try, again never worked. For real I tried everything to cheer him up. So, maybe he'll just commit suicide huh. (just for a sylveon plush, and because he was dissapointed? I'm not really sure what exactly happend)
So, again rip, I lost another friend.
Lost a best friend from the school.
Lost a friend that I met from Facebook (I met him like 2 months ago)
so ugh, just wanted to write this because I was feeling sad because I couldn't cheer up Sylvi, I don't know if he's gonna commit suicide for real or nah.
oh, and talking about cabinets... I own 5 from now, 2 EA nascar racing, 2 F&A Super Bikes, and 1 PIU fiesta 2, I couldn't dump EA Nascar Racing and PIU because they have encryption I guess.
I dumped two versions of Super Bikes, one updated, and the other one is not updated.
Yep, I am going to dump arcades based PCs if I can if they doesn't has encryption right?
So, uhh, F I guess...?
Smell ya later I guess
That was the past. Now everything is OK. I haven't had problems, I am OK, I'm happy watching anime and talking to irl people, I'm happy playing Pump It Up, etc.
i regret doing everything that was from the past. eughhh.
anyway, I feel REALLY bad because... sometime ago, something happend to me in the school with a friend (let's call it Perci, she was my only friend with other 2 guys in the school)
and today, I lost a friend that... maybe will commit suicide. Damn.
Let's start first with Perci:
I meet her when I was playing Sonic Chaos on my 3DS, she is a huge fan of sonic, so, we meet, blah, blah, blah, blah. We used to play videogames , talk a lot, etc.
After sometime ago, she fell in love with me. She was very sensitive. I didn't wanted to hurt his cute feelings she has, for real. But she became so sticky with me, I mean with this, when I wanted to stay alone for some reason, or stay with my friends so I could talk about anything, she came always and she was always searching for me. She sometimes wanted me to kiss her in the mounth, but I said fuck it no. I don't want. Why? I never liked her. (I like anime grills lmao kill me) NEVER. She was just a friend, and ewww.
One day she said to me "omg do u wanna be my bf" and I said nah. Because I focus FIRST on things I'm really interesed. Like, I want to finish my school, and get a work, so I can buy lotsa of goods. Sometime ago I was interesed in love, but after something happend, nah, I never cared again about that. I like also to stay alone.
So, after I said "nah", she started to act very rarely, when I said to my friends "hey i like grills that uses glasses" guess what? Perci did that to attract me. (Yeah she used glasses) Never worked tbh.
I'm addict to an arcade game that is called Pump It Up, even I have a cabinet on my house (PIU Fiesta2) But when I said to my friends "hey i love pump it up" now she likes pump it up too. (btw I play S20, she DOESN'T KNOW ANYTHING about PIU) So, she always tries something to attract me. Never works, never will work. I just want to be friends with her again. Man, why this is so difficult?
After all, I said to Perci "Can't we just be friends, please, like before?"
She was shocked, and bit by bit, she stopped talking to me. Now rarely we talk each other. So nice, I lost a friend, now I have my 2 only best friends that I never had a problem with them. (Yep, still antisocial in the school, don't worry, just school because I don't like the type of people that there is on my school) So, eh. Good bye then Perci.
oh, and she said "omg he did me a lot of damage to me1#1!!!" of course she was trying to make attetion so everyone can fuck me up, I don't really care about that, since no one knows me in the school, just my pals and the teachers.
so, meh.
F for perci
Now, let's talk about someone, let's call it Sylvi, K?
He was a friend that I met on Internet (facebook tbh) He was very friendly. He teached me his draws, his stuff, etc. And it was nice. After a month, today, he acted different, he acted like depressed, and suicidical. (just thinking about that remembers me from my past ewwww) he was dissapointed, and sad, don't know why.
I tried to cheer up him, but didn't work. Sylvi just wanted a Sylveon plush, of course it's expensive asf, and he said he can't buy it since he doesn't has too much money.
So, I said to him "Why not just grab my Sylveon plush?" and he refused. I don't know why. It got worse, he started to act depressive, like "i suck, i must die, etc." (Now I know how it feels when I said that before...)
I tried everything to cheer him up, didn't work. Tried to give him my Sylveon plush, didn't work too. Nothing worked. I tried everything, nothing worked.
So, it got even worse. He send me some pics cutting is hand. (What's this? 2007?) Again, tried to cheer him up, didn't work. I tried, last try, again never worked. For real I tried everything to cheer him up. So, maybe he'll just commit suicide huh. (just for a sylveon plush, and because he was dissapointed? I'm not really sure what exactly happend)
So, again rip, I lost another friend.
Lost a best friend from the school.
Lost a friend that I met from Facebook (I met him like 2 months ago)
so ugh, just wanted to write this because I was feeling sad because I couldn't cheer up Sylvi, I don't know if he's gonna commit suicide for real or nah.
oh, and talking about cabinets... I own 5 from now, 2 EA nascar racing, 2 F&A Super Bikes, and 1 PIU fiesta 2, I couldn't dump EA Nascar Racing and PIU because they have encryption I guess.
I dumped two versions of Super Bikes, one updated, and the other one is not updated.
Yep, I am going to dump arcades based PCs if I can if they doesn't has encryption right?
So, uhh, F I guess...?
Smell ya later I guess
