I'm Telling Her

Todays the fucking day. Today is definitely the day, I'm going to her house after school today and I'm going to tell her how I feel about her.

For those that don't know what I'm talking about, last week I invited a girl I like, no scratch that, a woman I like to my house and I was going to tell her my feelings but that dream was dashed because she had to help her cousin with prom. So I couldn't tell her. I called her last night and I told her to meet me in front of a building because I had something important to tell her. She said she would meet me but later she called me and said she had to talk to her teacher (again) to get her grade up but I can meet her after school. So that's what I'm going to do.

I honestly can't believe I'm doing this all for one girl. I've never had these feelings for a woman. Like seriously, if you were to talk to my closest friends I never get flustered or anything over a girl. I guess its because I don't go for just any girl. I don't settle for less, I only settle for the best and to me, she is the best. I feel like I can tell her anything, I can do anything when I'm with her. I feel sound when I'm around her and I feel like I have no worries. I changed my whole lifestyle thanks to her and she doesn't even know. I guess it is like what Eminem said in "Not Afraid":

It was my decision to get clean
I did it for me
Admittedly, I probably did it subliminaly, for you
So I can come back a brand new man you helped see me through
And you don't even realize what you did
Believe me you

and

Cause the way I feel
I'm strong enough to go to the club
Go to the corner parlor
and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raisin the bar
I shoot for the moon
But I'm too busy gazing at stars
I feel amazing and I'm Not Afraid

That's it guys, it's game time.

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I wish you good fortune in your romantic endevours, feel free to inform us of the final outcome.

I was just gonna say good luck, but that seemed too much of a cliche, so I jazzed it up a bit.
 
DO THIS AT YOUR PERIL. If you know she likes you back, then I would go ahead, cautiously. Otherwise I wouldn't dare.
 
[quote name='Rock Raiyu' post='2840596' date='May 18 2010, 07:53 PM']The deed is done.[/quote]

And?
 
[quote name='Rock Raiyu' post='2840596' date='May 18 2010, 01:53 PM']The deed is done.[/quote]
Hmm......how did it go?
 
[quote name='Rock Raiyu' post='2840596' date='May 18 2010, 08:53 PM']The deed is done.[/quote]

Dude! Don't do this to us. Speak up. :D

EDIT: the usual, I forget to write a whole word
 
I assume it went well.
But before I act like I've been following this from the beginning.


PS.
I find it humorous how many of you are watching this thread, it either tells me you guys actually want this guy to succeed, or how many of you are bastards that want him to fail :D
either way man
gl!
 
[quote name='clegion' post='2840636' date='May 18 2010, 09:05 PM']he probably got accepted
:lol:[/quote]
Sounds like a safe assumption.
 
[quote name='Rock Raiyu' post='2840629' date='May 18 2010, 09:03 PM']*whistles* I have no clue what you're talking about! :rolleyes:[/quote]
That sounds awfully smug ^_^
 
Of course we want him to succeed. Raiyu's a nice chap, we would never want him to fail.

EDIT: Also, pics on Facebook or it didn't happen :D
 
[quote name='Veho' post='2840658' date='May 18 2010, 08:12 PM'][quote name='Rock Raiyu' post='2840629' date='May 18 2010, 09:03 PM']*whistles* I have no clue what you're talking about! :rolleyes:[/quote]
That sounds awfully smug ^_^
[/quote]

He's "denying he did it". Fail? Or cruel joke?
 
[quote name='Overlord Nadrian' post='2840671' date='May 18 2010, 08:15 PM']Of course we want him to succeed. Raiyu's a nice chap, we would never want him to fail.

EDIT: Also, pics on Facebook or it didn't happen :D[/quote]

No, no pics. If there's one thing girls hate it's when you tell everyone what happened, and pics are a definite no-no. Well, if it was supposed to mean something, anyway. My friend Kai has been kicked in the happy sacks many times for forgetting this.
 
But this is a forum, he can at least tell Rock Raiyu I read all your blogs tell meee!! :$
 
My uncle tought me something to get chicks.

Touch her leg(lap) and move it closer to the u know what.
If she slap u or move ur hand, leave she not the 1.
repeat the process over and over untill u find 1.

Im not trying to be sick or anything else, my uncle tought me it and it works.
 
Alright, I'll tell you what happened.

I went over to her house and we were outside, we talked for a bit about school and then I told her everything. I complimented her, I told her what I liked about her, etc. She then proceeded to tell me that she was flattered and shocked that I liked her. She told me she thought I was out of her league and that she was trying to work her way up to where I'm at. She said there aren't many guys like me out there, lots of them are dogs. (Sorry guys.) She said considers me her closest (guy) friend. And that's pretty much how it went. I'm not upset or depressed cause I feel there is still hope. I guess playing Phoenix Wright games comes in handy because I noticed lots of things about her during our conversation:

1. She was playing with her hair a lot, and I mean ALOT, while we were talking. Like she was nervous.
2. I asked her a couple of times how she felt but she dodged the question like she was hiding something from me.
3. She told me to not take it as a rejection
4. My friend, who spoke with her, told me she does indeed like me. At first I thought he was lying about it but he was very serious about it.

I dunno maybe I'm looking into this too much but I think she may like me but she's shy about it herself. So I'm just going to keep talking to her and see what happens from there.

But if anyone wants to see a picture of her, here's a picture of us with our Orchestra classmates last Thursday at our final concert. She is tall one in the middle with the black dress. I'm the guy in the back, without the glasses. Sorry for the blurriness.

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[quote name='waffle1995' post='2840708' date='May 18 2010, 09:27 PM']My uncle tought me something to get chicks.

Touch her leg(lap) and move it closer to the u know what.
If she slap u or move ur hand, leave she not the 1.
repeat the process over and over untill u find 1.

Im not trying to be sick or anything else, my uncle tought me it and it works.[/quote]

I saw Joey from Friends doing that.
But yeah that certainly isn't the way. :mellow:
 

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