This morning, I had a dream, meeting with my grandmother who passed away, 16 years ago. I posted before I am finalizing a job offer to Malta you see, so it's kinda occupying my thought at the moment. So I met my grandmother in a house where I grew up, and I told her, "oma, if I move to Malta, I am going to pay for your trips, so you could visit me!" and then I gave her a hug. Actually I forgot she already passed away.
And then when I woke up, I was sobbing uncontrollably and it didn't stop. I was actually crying the whole morning. When my mom saw me (I moved to her house since February), she thought I got a bad news, and then she gave me a hug. We rarely hugged and usually banter snarky dark jokes, so it was awkward. duhhhhhh (my mom later: "so will you PAY me a ticket to visit you in Malta? me: "nice try mom, but no"
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In my dream, I was so happy that I could meet my grandmother, but the happiness quickly changed into sadness and regrets as I wish I could meet her again.
should I consult a psychologist or is this a normal thing?
And then when I woke up, I was sobbing uncontrollably and it didn't stop. I was actually crying the whole morning. When my mom saw me (I moved to her house since February), she thought I got a bad news, and then she gave me a hug. We rarely hugged and usually banter snarky dark jokes, so it was awkward. duhhhhhh (my mom later: "so will you PAY me a ticket to visit you in Malta? me: "nice try mom, but no"
)In my dream, I was so happy that I could meet my grandmother, but the happiness quickly changed into sadness and regrets as I wish I could meet her again.
should I consult a psychologist or is this a normal thing?
