Todays the fucking day. Today is definitely the day, I'm going to her house after school today and I'm going to tell her how I feel about her.
For those that don't know what I'm talking about, last week I invited a girl I like, no scratch that, a woman I like to my house and I was going to tell her my feelings but that dream was dashed because she had to help her cousin with prom. So I couldn't tell her. I called her last night and I told her to meet me in front of a building because I had something important to tell her. She said she would meet me but later she called me and said she had to talk to her teacher (again) to get her grade up but I can meet her after school. So that's what I'm going to do.
I honestly can't believe I'm doing this all for one girl. I've never had these feelings for a woman. Like seriously, if you were to talk to my closest friends I never get flustered or anything over a girl. I guess its because I don't go for just any girl. I don't settle for less, I only settle for the best and to me, she is the best. I feel like I can tell her anything, I can do anything when I'm with her. I feel sound when I'm around her and I feel like I have no worries. I changed my whole lifestyle thanks to her and she doesn't even know. I guess it is like what Eminem said in "Not Afraid":
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That's it guys, it's game time.
For those that don't know what I'm talking about, last week I invited a girl I like, no scratch that, a woman I like to my house and I was going to tell her my feelings but that dream was dashed because she had to help her cousin with prom. So I couldn't tell her. I called her last night and I told her to meet me in front of a building because I had something important to tell her. She said she would meet me but later she called me and said she had to talk to her teacher (again) to get her grade up but I can meet her after school. So that's what I'm going to do.
I honestly can't believe I'm doing this all for one girl. I've never had these feelings for a woman. Like seriously, if you were to talk to my closest friends I never get flustered or anything over a girl. I guess its because I don't go for just any girl. I don't settle for less, I only settle for the best and to me, she is the best. I feel like I can tell her anything, I can do anything when I'm with her. I feel sound when I'm around her and I feel like I have no worries. I changed my whole lifestyle thanks to her and she doesn't even know. I guess it is like what Eminem said in "Not Afraid":
It was my decision to get clean
I did it for me
Admittedly, I probably did it subliminaly, for you
So I can come back a brand new man you helped see me through
And you don't even realize what you did
Believe me you
I did it for me
Admittedly, I probably did it subliminaly, for you
So I can come back a brand new man you helped see me through
And you don't even realize what you did
Believe me you
and
Cause the way I feel
I'm strong enough to go to the club
Go to the corner parlor
and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raisin the bar
I shoot for the moon
But I'm too busy gazing at stars
I feel amazing and I'm Not Afraid
I'm strong enough to go to the club
Go to the corner parlor
and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raisin the bar
I shoot for the moon
But I'm too busy gazing at stars
I feel amazing and I'm Not Afraid
That's it guys, it's game time.
