Serious business. (The last stand)

During the last week a may, i joined this site 2 months ago, i liked being here, it was okay. But now is a problem for me i want to talk about.

Unfortunatly, some of you know i have been diagnosed with Aspergers syndrome, and i been receiving disability income known as State supplement program, or Social security income for disability and unemployment. My mom informed me that i been discotinued from it and won't be able to pay both bills for rent and cable. So i may not be here much longer among you.

My mom and dad argue a lot, about money and helping each other out, as of now, my dad pays no bills in the house he has his name on the lease and internet bills as head of house and stuff and is very unfair to me and mom. I hate it, i really don't consider him my dad as of now. My mom is currently trying to get things situated, if is sucessful, i can return and still live where i do. As of now, is deciding between paying rent to live, and managing money for food for me my younger sister and mom, as my dad is selfish and has money to support only himself and lacks care for anyone else.

I hope things get sorted, i'm kinda scared to be honest cause i don't wanna lose this place i find comfort in. But as of now, i don't have much choice. No money, more problems. I'm not really asking for help or handouts, i just wanted to let people know if anyone cares or may be curious. I always have problems like this and this one hit hardest compared to things like bullies in school. Where is stands right now, no job options are available, and new york in general is a very distasteful place to be. Is awful to me and we are stuck and hoping to find someway out.

Not sure what else to say at this point but it sucks a lot. I dunno when or why these problems occur but when they do is very unnoticable, since our mail system is unreliable and stuff gets misguided all the time. So i will hope to see a solution fixed where i may be able to speak happy and more comfortable. So hope you all enjoy rest of summer.
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Very sad story to read, I don't know that the state supplement is so bad...
I hope things get fixed
 
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Is only a matter of opinion, is how i been getting things for the time being, but is just a matter of issues with the mail. There was a problem where sending mail gets lost and never received and needs to be clear of whatever situation that happens. For whatever reason if i don't get it back, because they decide not to reservice it, it would be bad. But i hope to reclaim it with soon.
 

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