Serious business. (The last stand)

During the last week a may, i joined this site 2 months ago, i liked being here, it was okay. But now is a problem for me i want to talk about.

Unfortunatly, some of you know i have been diagnosed with Aspergers syndrome, and i been receiving disability income known as State supplement program, or Social security income for disability and unemployment. My mom informed me that i been discotinued from it and won't be able to pay both bills for rent and cable. So i may not be here much longer among you.

My mom and dad argue a lot, about money and helping each other out, as of now, my dad pays no bills in the house he has his name on the lease and internet bills as head of house and stuff and is very unfair to me and mom. I hate it, i really don't consider him my dad as of now. My mom is currently trying to get things situated, if is sucessful, i can return and still live where i do. As of now, is deciding between paying rent to live, and managing money for food for me my younger sister and mom, as my dad is selfish and has money to support only himself and lacks care for anyone else.

I hope things get sorted, i'm kinda scared to be honest cause i don't wanna lose this place i find comfort in. But as of now, i don't have much choice. No money, more problems. I'm not really asking for help or handouts, i just wanted to let people know if anyone cares or may be curious. I always have problems like this and this one hit hardest compared to things like bullies in school. Where is stands right now, no job options are available, and new york in general is a very distasteful place to be. Is awful to me and we are stuck and hoping to find someway out.

Not sure what else to say at this point but it sucks a lot. I dunno when or why these problems occur but when they do is very unnoticable, since our mail system is unreliable and stuff gets misguided all the time. So i will hope to see a solution fixed where i may be able to speak happy and more comfortable. So hope you all enjoy rest of summer.
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Just remember, u wont die. So no worry
 
Yep. Money is ruining everything.
How life goes, is, if a person has no job, they will have no income. That'a shit for those who can't get a job.

I'm sorry for you man.
 
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Sonic Angel Knight said:
Unfortunatly, some of you know i have been diagnosed with Aspergers syndrome, and i been receiving disability income known as State supplement program, or Social security income for disability and unemployment. My mom informed me that i been discotinued from it and won't be able to pay both bills for rent and cable. So i may not be here much longer among you.

The US govt is ending your disability income and you can't work? Something doesn't seem right here. I don't know much about US health or incomes but they need to help you out.

Sonic Angel Knight said:
My mom and dad argue a lot, about money and helping each other out, as of now, my dad pays no bills in the house he has his name on the lease and internet bills as head of house and stuff and is very unfair to me and mom. I hate it, i really don't consider him my dad as of now. My mom is currently trying to get things situated, if is sucessful, i can return and still live where i do. As of now, is deciding between paying rent to live, and managing money for food for me my younger sister and mom, as my dad is selfish and has money to support only himself and lacks care for anyone else.

What an asshole your father is. Given he's that kind of a person he shouldn't even live there then.

I hope things get sorted, i'm kinda scared to be honest cause i don't wanna lose this place i find comfort in.
But your father made it an awful place though, did he not?

Natanelho said:
Money aint bad. If we will use rocks or something instead ppl will stay greedy.
The problem is with us, the ppl. Please stop being gready everyone!
Money can do lotta good stuff. And please consider my advice of learning self defence. Sitting in fear wont make any good to noone. It may also distract u from the bad shit that happens

You seem obessed with money. Money's obviously a basic necessity to live life but not exactly a form to make one happy.

Natanelho said:
Good to hear. Remember- every shit has an end. Even hitler is dead.

I'd be more surprised if Adolf were alive considering how old he'd be now.

Anyway, seeing you're financially broke and with a deadbeat father you can't migrate to Canada which is nearby which seems like they treat their citizens better than the US does. Just hope that the US govt doesn't leave you dry.
 
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So is been dedcided that the house rent was paid, and i am not suure how much longer I will have internet until they decide to shut it off, but also no tv or telephone either.

My mom is trying to fix the problem. According to the situation, the income from state supplement program is suspended cause of a lack of updated information. My mom explained to me every year they send her mail requesting information about the use of the money, and she hasn't received it at all, the mail system is screwed up where other people causing problems are putting others including innocent people at risk of things and is kinda unfair. But if things can be sorted out as soon as possible, then there is no more problems. But if not, then is a huge problem.

I like the internet as much as others do, but i don't wanna lose it like this for things outta my control. But i may not be able to come here or chat with people i like cause of it. Either way, I am upset and will be even more if i can't fix this problem. As far as updates go, sorry if this seem like a terrible one. But is what i can think about right now after knowing the problem.
 
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Have smartphone/laptop/tablet or at least 3ds/vita? With those u can go and use public wifi. I was living with a ipod 3 touch on public wifi for hour (or less or not at all) for 5 years. Not that bad when used to it. So dont worry... also dont they use emails for that? Why mail???
 
Although I haven't communicated with you very much, @Sonic Angel Knight , I pray for your well being and hope you can get through this tough time :sad:

It seems like many people here are also wishing for your safety, and this just proves how good of a community we have, and losing a seemingly respected member wouldn't be very good :(
 
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As much as i hate bringing up negativity around people, i just need a outlet for it as well as inform any people who are concerned, months later and people why i stopped making appearences and dunno why, i felt it was necessary to inform people.

Besides that i haven't been happy or comfortable for a week. I dunno how long this process will take if it can be fixed which is one problem. I dunno if it will be fixed, is another problem, and the longer it takes is just more things to worry about.

This is usually the part when you're a 15 year old teenager and feel like running away will just make everything else better even if you know it may not be for yourself. But I'm not gonna do that, is adult problems and I have to learn how to deal with them. My mind is already in a mental state that it shouldn't be where you're very young, making decisions that seem out of your league, wondering and thinking stuff that is too mature and far beyond the years to come for you and never feeling like the support you should have is secure between people who love you, people who care, and try to help.

Is that part of the situation that really doesn't add much on top of not knowing what to do or what the outcome will be and if it could have been positive if you made better decisions, but to your knowledge you can't know that until is done.

Oh well, we will see about that, hopefully good news. Butagain, will have to see what happens, not having time to think and make hasty decisions dosen't help either.
 
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I won't know until business is taken care of. I just wish i had more time, instead of sponteanous situations that seems threatning.
 
Is just finances, that all, but i'm not asking for any handouts since is very bothersome. Things like this happen to people weather they are fair or not, it happens, whatever outcome is just how is gonna happen.
 
Its cool man we're here for you. Even if we're really just complete strangers. Thats the great thing about the internet, i dont need to know you irl to be friends with you. :D
 
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Yes, it is home to severy millions of people bur none of them is gonna help me with this. But i am also not asking anyone to solve my problems for me. I appeciate the supported efforts behind the words being shared here.
 
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When I'm not home, I use my 3GS to check the web outside like at a supermarket, store or wherever there's free internet access.
 

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