(YES, IT'S THAT FUCKING KIND OF BLOG that everyone posts at least once, thank you very much. If you don't like blogs like this why the fuck are you here?)
Another blog no-one asked for, YAY!!!!!!
It's been a really long time since I last made a blog entry, and since I have work to do you guys won't be seeing another blog from me for quite some months.
Well... Where do I start?
Recently some things/events have happened in my life, like... breaking my laptop's screen, or... summer, in general...
I've broken my laptop's screen in an angry-af-state attack/action. I'm generally a calmed person, but when I get really REALLY pissed off I do things
without thinking a single bit (think of this like a caveman gets out of me and... acts like a caveman would do I guess...). And the worst part is that initially it was like 4-5% broken, but now it's approx. 45% broken and I can't see shit if I don't connect the laptop to my TV (yes I know, I'm an idiot huh? NO SHIT SHERLOCK).
Summer on the other hand... It's awful.
I love warm and sunny days, but on the island I live summer makes it a Hell for me.
Not for the high temperatures, and not because I have to work, it's because of the tourists that come here, most (not all, NOT ALL) of them only come here with a FUCK TON of hurry (not giving a fuck about driving security [then they wonder why they have so many crashes on summer...]) and with a lot of hunger for party (Oh the parties...).
If you know me (Which I'm 100% sure you don't) I don't like going to parties (By parties I mean late night parties which have alcoholic drinks and loud af music) really much (I've only been on 3 parties on MY ENTIRE LIFE, I'm really social huh?), and I don't like a single bit the thoughts of every person I know who goes to a party: They just go to get laid (Yay!!!! sounds like fun!!!!! ._.).
This is simple, it's like a "rule" that applies here (and a lot of other places too) and I don't fucking like it a single bit:
This """""""rule""""""" that doesn't really exist but 99% of people obey leads me to the next (and final) point is this (large) blog:
You may or may not seen how I look before (or after reading thisshitty blog if you're really curious ._.) and have your thoughts of me, that's ok.
But I don't think I'm handsome/beautiful, I always think I'm ugly af (look at my custom title, it's 999% ovbs.). You can say whatever you want, my thought on me won't change (So you can stop commenting "You're not ugly you dumb fuck" or "You will change your thoughts of you, you dumbass" 'cause I've already been thinking this way for all my life :]).
And this """""""rule""""""" I talked about before doesn't do any good, I don't want to meet a girl, have sex and then forget about her, I want to meet a good girl and have it by my side, I want to fall in love...
...Or that's what I thought all my life.
Recently, some thoughts came into my mind and they've gotten stronger and stonger presence on my thoughts: Since this """""""rule""""""" is getting used every night... how can you find the true love you want? People prefer having sex one night than having a couple, and the people that do have a couple will cheat on him/her at least once thanks to that. Remember what happened one year ago you ugly fuck? It will happen again, you'll see... It's better to stay away from this stupid shit.
I couldn't see me doing that, but week after week, thouht after thought... I finally decided: I don't want any couple/gf/wife, I don't want to lose my virginity/have sex and I don't want to create a family.
I told that to my parents, and they just acted like I was just being dumb, saying "Humans are meant to create families, it's not normal what you just said, are you dumb or what? We want you to have children".
What I said is real and I won't change my thoughts, I'm tired of this shit.(And I'm not asexual tho, since I still find girls attractive, I just don't want anything in terms of love).
P.S.: Also I managed to get a PAL N64 with a PAL SM64 cartridge yay,,,
Another blog no-one asked for, YAY!!!!!!
It's been a really long time since I last made a blog entry, and since I have work to do you guys won't be seeing another blog from me for quite some months.
Well... Where do I start?
Recently some things/events have happened in my life, like... breaking my laptop's screen, or... summer, in general...
I've broken my laptop's screen in an angry-af-state attack/action. I'm generally a calmed person, but when I get really REALLY pissed off I do things
without thinking a single bit (think of this like a caveman gets out of me and... acts like a caveman would do I guess...). And the worst part is that initially it was like 4-5% broken, but now it's approx. 45% broken and I can't see shit if I don't connect the laptop to my TV (yes I know, I'm an idiot huh? NO SHIT SHERLOCK).
Summer on the other hand... It's awful.
I love warm and sunny days, but on the island I live summer makes it a Hell for me.
Not for the high temperatures, and not because I have to work, it's because of the tourists that come here, most (not all, NOT ALL) of them only come here with a FUCK TON of hurry (not giving a fuck about driving security [then they wonder why they have so many crashes on summer...]) and with a lot of hunger for party (Oh the parties...).
If you know me (Which I'm 100% sure you don't) I don't like going to parties (By parties I mean late night parties which have alcoholic drinks and loud af music) really much (I've only been on 3 parties on MY ENTIRE LIFE, I'm really social huh?), and I don't like a single bit the thoughts of every person I know who goes to a party: They just go to get laid (Yay!!!! sounds like fun!!!!! ._.).
This is simple, it's like a "rule" that applies here (and a lot of other places too) and I don't fucking like it a single bit:
(0.-Git drunk)
1.-Find someone sexy
2.-Have sex with him/her
3.-Completely forget about him/her and brag about getting laid
1.-Find someone sexy
2.-Have sex with him/her
3.-Completely forget about him/her and brag about getting laid
This """""""rule""""""" that doesn't really exist but 99% of people obey leads me to the next (and final) point is this (large) blog:
You may or may not seen how I look before (or after reading this
But I don't think I'm handsome/beautiful, I always think I'm ugly af (look at my custom title, it's 999% ovbs.). You can say whatever you want, my thought on me won't change (So you can stop commenting "You're not ugly you dumb fuck" or "You will change your thoughts of you, you dumbass" 'cause I've already been thinking this way for all my life :]).
And this """""""rule""""""" I talked about before doesn't do any good, I don't want to meet a girl, have sex and then forget about her, I want to meet a good girl and have it by my side, I want to fall in love...
...Or that's what I thought all my life.
Recently, some thoughts came into my mind and they've gotten stronger and stonger presence on my thoughts: Since this """""""rule""""""" is getting used every night... how can you find the true love you want? People prefer having sex one night than having a couple, and the people that do have a couple will cheat on him/her at least once thanks to that. Remember what happened one year ago you ugly fuck? It will happen again, you'll see... It's better to stay away from this stupid shit.
I couldn't see me doing that, but week after week, thouht after thought... I finally decided: I don't want any couple/gf/wife, I don't want to lose my virginity/have sex and I don't want to create a family.
I told that to my parents, and they just acted like I was just being dumb, saying "Humans are meant to create families, it's not normal what you just said, are you dumb or what? We want you to have children".
What I said is real and I won't change my thoughts, I'm tired of this shit.(And I'm not asexual tho, since I still find girls attractive, I just don't want anything in terms of love).
P.S.: Also I managed to get a PAL N64 with a PAL SM64 cartridge yay,,,
