Lately I had some weird feelings

Uh-huh it's that thread where Felek will talk about his thoughts and feelings again.
Prepare your popcorn and relax as i'm going to say something so out of place that even god himself doesn't know how to answer it. [Not that dramatic actually]

Sometimes I just feel plain weird, out of place. Like I stand on bus stop and suddenly I have weird thoughts like "I'm dreaming? I'm a puppet doll in this world, why I do still exist? Why people believe in fictional character (Me thinking about god)".
It just makes me feel.... odd. It's like I'm in different planet. Different universe. It just doesn't feel right...
Why people believe in something so fictional? Why people believe in legends, stories? (Alright, before I keep riding more thoughts than i should)

That feeling in-fact makes me feel like nothing. I'm nothing. Just a small fart in the universe.
To add to that: I look dead when i begin to feel like this

I don't know if it's depression or anxiety kicking in, but it's not a really nice feeling.... At this rate i'll go insane.
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(Im gonna try not to go into the religious part)

but, has there anything that has been bothering you?

I would say this is on par with depression, because
anxiety would have you freaking out, not thinking.
 
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@TotalInsanity4
Oh boy, like one thing is not enough....
 
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@DeoNaught
Well, the fact that nothing has been really bothering me lately... I don't recall anything bothering me. Atleast for now..
 
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@DeoNaught
School isn't really a big thing but probably that.
 
@Felek666 also, fwiw, I went through something like this when I was around 8 years old. I'd HIGHLY recommend getting screened/medicated for depression, or at the very least find a way to center your thoughts in the present, because if you don't you may find yourself in a very unhealthy mental decline very rapidly
 
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@TotalInsanity4
Thanks for helping me.. It's not like my mentality is any best now, it's getting worse as time passes.
 
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I see oposite. This would be completly irrational if God not exist. What about all the metaphisics if science nowadays can't even define what is life? if you dig up reasoning enough deep there's always something more, a source that fit to all the puzzles.
 
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@plasturion
Well, the problem is, if i dig too much, I get a big desire to find the answer, and so i become more desperate for that answer.
 
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@mech
Yeah. Expect that I don't feel the 2D IMMERSIVE AN-Okay, *cough* I just feel like them expect for 2D shit.
@JFlare
/shrug
 
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Of course there's no answer for everything or it's not reachable living this world limited by natural, physical law. Is something like definition of love? It's not posible to know everything, but you can try to know God. Why don't you try to ask Him to share with you with some secrets, however I bet you recive something very simple and casual. (there's exception some mystics like Father Pio, who brakes a rules and stil didn't know the answer, I bet he didn't even want that, angels don't know many things too) There's really Someone that care to know what is best for you and live your life.
 
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@DeoNaught trust me, at a point like this when the mind is fragile it is not the time to push.

Ok seriously guys I know you mean well but this isn't going to help him. I speak from experience.
 
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