Damn, Yesterday sucks bawls

Yesterday was my graduation party, which I told my mom I didn't even want to have in the first place because I knew it was going to be awful. I was like "Mom, I don't want one, its gunna be all of you guys drinking and having a good time and me and my friends sitting there bored as shit." She was like "No, All of youre brothers and sister had a graduation party so you are having one and youre inviting your friends." I was like "Fine."

So wanna know what happened, we sat around and did absolutely nothing just like I said xD me and my guitarist jammed out until my aunt yelled at us to turn it off, so we packed up and that was that. but it just so happened that my friend was having his grad party on the same exact day, so even though I wasn't supposed to leave and go to his party until 7:30, I was just extremely pissed off at my mom for making me have the party and pissed off that my friends were bored to death so we just left at 4. Two hours after my party started.

So we went up to my friends party which was a lot fucking better than mine by a longshot, I told everyone that I was extremely sorry that they had to go to mine because it was so awful and then I started to feel bad that I left mine. So I got a ride back to mine and my family was all still there, made fun of me because I left and came back but all in all it went good after that. A couple friends came back with me, we just ate some food, I opened up my cards and such (made about $400 dollars or so and now I got enough for Axis Pedals!! \m/), ate some brownies and once family started to leave I went back to my friends.

And I don't know who said it in my last blog, but whoever said it was completely fucking right. My bestfriend was there, and you guys all know how we like each other but just won't come out and say it to one another right? And someone in the last blog said that if we don't say anything to each other about it just going to be awkward when we talk regardless and I denied that. It was completely fucking awkward. We honestly didn't talk at all until she was high because you know when you are high you just don't care and will talk to anyone and thats how me and her get. So after she was high and I was high we were talking the whole god damn night about anything. Its fucking weird dude. I don't get it xD

But besides all of that shit, yesterday didn't turn out that bad. I had a couple heart to hearts with some old friends that I haven't talked to in some time, me and one friend were reminiscing how we were like brothers all the way up until high school and then we just kinda stopped talking to each other. And me and my friend Steph are on pretty good terms, we talked all night had a small heart to heart about our lives and shit and whats been going on. So that was good, overall the whole night was alright. The day sucked ass though lol.

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[quote name='Ellie' post='3047323' date='Aug 15 2010, 08:53 PM']YO NESCHN YEAH

Glad to hear you're doing well man, hopefully you can get the girl ;)[/quote]

YO NESCHN YEAH!!!!!! Where did you hear that phrase? lol

And maybe I will get her maybe not lolz
[quote name='Bluestainedroses' post='3047702' date='Aug 15 2010, 11:41 PM']/jamaican

you gotta kiss de girl mayn. why so passive?[/quote]

I have no confidence/courage to do anything. Thats probably why I have never had a girlfriend before in my life. So yeah, thats that lolz. But its whatever, I've kinda just stopped worrying about it so much and just have been lettin life flow.
 
NeSchn, just grab your nuts and yank until you're ready to tell her. Once you get shit like that off your chest, it becomes much better. :D

EDIT: getting rid of the merged message.
 
[quote name='Sterl500' post='3048225' date='Aug 16 2010, 06:58 AM']NeSchn, just grab your nuts and yank until you're ready to tell her. Once you get shit like that off your chest, it becomes much better. :D

EDIT: getting rid of the merged message.[/quote]
xD that was one of the strangest things I have ever heard lolz. And I know, I gotta but idk, I'm mad nervous. Like I said I have no confidence or courage. I personally think I waited to long anyways, I don't believe anything is gunna happen now. Its whatever I suppose :\ my own stupid dumbass fault for being a pussy. But its whatever, life moves on.

[quote name='Ellie' post='3048737' date='Aug 16 2010, 01:50 PM']You had it in your sig for a while :P[/quote]

Oh shit, I forgot xD because I know Nehshin is my rap name (yes, when I get bored I make raps), and I say YO NEHSHIN YEAH at the end of a couple songs lol
 
[quote name='NeSchn' post='3047267' date='Aug 15 2010, 08:24 PM']And someone in the last blog said that if we don't say anything to each other about it just going to be awkward when we talk regardless and I denied that. It was completely fucking awkward.[/quote]
I SO TOTALLY CALLED IT :tpi:
 
[quote name='Veho' post='3059948' date='Aug 21 2010, 08:33 AM'][quote name='NeSchn' post='3047267' date='Aug 15 2010, 08:24 PM']And someone in the last blog said that if we don't say anything to each other about it just going to be awkward when we talk regardless and I denied that. It was completely fucking awkward.[/quote]
I SO TOTALLY CALLED IT :tpi:
[/quote]
Yes, yes you did xD
 

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