why am i afraid of other people?
i know they won't bite, but i just don't know what to do when they talk to me.
it's like i've put up a wall and i don't wanna be attached to them and i want them to ignore me.
earlier today in class...i just sat in the back like i wasn't there. later, someone lively entered the room, the moment he spotted me he asked my name and then someone suggested that i introduce myself. but i killed the moment by looking at the person who asked my name and answered him, with just my name, in a way, that no one would be able to follow up after that.
the way i said it was kinda a mixture of poker face, annoyed or didn't care(coz i looked away at them). just that.
also, my favorite pet is haven't gone home for a week now....i think it's because of the two new kittens, they eat a lot and we don't have that much food to give them...he probably had a new source of food...i just hope he's safe and happy wherever he is. he's a big boy, he can fend himself, but i still wanna cuddle him.
i know they won't bite, but i just don't know what to do when they talk to me.
it's like i've put up a wall and i don't wanna be attached to them and i want them to ignore me.
earlier today in class...i just sat in the back like i wasn't there. later, someone lively entered the room, the moment he spotted me he asked my name and then someone suggested that i introduce myself. but i killed the moment by looking at the person who asked my name and answered him, with just my name, in a way, that no one would be able to follow up after that.
the way i said it was kinda a mixture of poker face, annoyed or didn't care(coz i looked away at them). just that.
also, my favorite pet is haven't gone home for a week now....i think it's because of the two new kittens, they eat a lot and we don't have that much food to give them...he probably had a new source of food...i just hope he's safe and happy wherever he is. he's a big boy, he can fend himself, but i still wanna cuddle him.