If you ever want to talk please send me a PM. I saw your just 15 years old thats not a right age for this. I recognize this situation from 2 years ago... I was 14 and a friend of mine died because he was hit by a car...
This is not exactly the first time 'this' happened.
4 years ago the dad of a good friend of mine got in a car accident.
He was unstable in hospital for over a month. But eventually he passed out.
My moods are shifting constantly. From the one moment I'm like 'wow.. She is dead now. I have to move on'
but then I go 'she fucking died today'