i think i'm confused.

i know that i'm really straight. i mean, i only look at girls.

however, there are times that i try to act like a girl....sometimes(doesn't exceed the # of fingers in your my hand) i try to look like one...
i don't know why, maybe it's just my feminine side..or it's something else?\

EDIT: i forgot to say, i only pretend to be a girl online, in online games. but when i'm found out. i admit that i'm really a guy and was just roleplaying or something.

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[quote name='NahuelDS' post='3912091' date='Oct 1 2011, 10:56 AM']are you worried of what people thinks of you acting in a femenine way?

if what people thinks doenst bother to you at all and you feel fine with your femenine side... do whatever your want to do, it's your life after all.

btw... I like to play KoF only as Mai :evil:[/quote]
in some games, i like playing as female too, or at least look at them fight. like in tekken, sometimes when i watch, i only watch when someone uses a female character. i don't admire brutish ways of fighting very much.

but googling her, i can see why you like to play only as her. :creep:

@hells malice, no i don't dress up, but sometimes, when i wear my headband i try to arrange my hair like a girl's. i'm not sure if i achieved it though.
@machomuu, hmm....i don't know...online i always do this, but irl, i never pretended to be a girl. it's like when i'm playing or online, i'm forgetting the me in real life.
 
[quote name='Narayan' post='3911810' date='Oct 1 2011, 07:22 AM']i know that i'm really straight. i mean, i only look at girls.

however, there are times that i try to act like a girl....sometimes(doesn't exceed the # of fingers in your my hand) i try to look like one...
i don't know why, maybe it's just my feminine side..or it's something else?\

EDIT: i forgot to say, i only pretend to be a girl online, in online games. but when i'm found out. i admit that i'm really a guy and was just roleplaying or something.[/quote]


Chicksilog??? Bwahahaha!!!

Anyway... Um... Yeah, that's just weird... IMHO, you should do some introspection and figure out if it's just a phase, one of your quirks, or... well, something different altogether.

Anyway, best of luck.
 
As long as you don't have sexual fantasies involving guys, you're not gay/bi.
 
Personally I suggest you go to a forest and kill several wild animals with your bare hands. That would man you up and end your desire to become a feminine lesbian. Instead you would become a manly man or at least become a butch lesbian.
 
This reminds me of one
Biker was riding when he sees a Girl about to jump off a bridge

So he stops & asks "What r u doing?" ?

She says : "I'm going to commit suicide"

He asked "well, before u jump, why don't u give me a kiss?"

So, she does.After she's finished
The biker says, "wow! That was The best kiss
but Why are u committing suicide?"

"My parents don't like me dressing up like a girl"
& then
biker jumped off The bridge...
 
You just have to analyse why you do it in the first place. If you're honest with why you assume a female gender then you'll get a better understanding of yourself.
 
[quote name='Paarish' post='3912334' date='Oct 1 2011, 05:52 PM']As long as you don't have sexual fantasies involving guys, you're not gay/bi.[/quote]
kizuna aikawa?

[quote name='emigre' post='3912336' date='Oct 1 2011, 05:55 PM']Personally I suggest you go to a forest and kill several wild animals with your bare hands. That would man you up and end your desire to become a feminine lesbian. Instead you would become a manly man or at least become a butch lesbian.[/quote]
i'd be more like taming them to be my pets.

[quote name='xist' post='3912352' date='Oct 1 2011, 06:34 PM']You just have to analyse why you do it in the first place. If you're honest with why you assume a female gender then you'll get a better understanding of yourself.[/quote]
females are more graceful or something...
and they can do cute moves like the mikuru beam, haruhi dance, and the cheerdance in lucky star... i'd want to try and dance like that too, but it won't look good.
 

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