After some time observing my own behavior and my friendships and relationships, I have come across two main points that could end up in my ultimate isolation from the people that I hold in high regard. Well, anyways, here they are:
1. I love seeing people unhappy.
2. I love seeing people suffer extremely harshly.
1. This one extends even further when I am causing the unhappiness and sorrow. (I use big and mean words)
I think the climax of this was when, a few weeks ago, I made my female friend, who I fancied at the time, cry for 5 days consecutively. I deducted that the cause of this was that she was making me so unbearably unhappy at the time, and I basically yelled at her saying that nobody would ever love her and she would be in a situation relative to the crazy cat lady from "The Simpsons." My friends all told me that I threw her into such disarray that she isolated herself constantly.
Does all of this make me a bad person?
I feel as if it does.
1. I love seeing people unhappy.
2. I love seeing people suffer extremely harshly.
1. This one extends even further when I am causing the unhappiness and sorrow. (I use big and mean words)
I think the climax of this was when, a few weeks ago, I made my female friend, who I fancied at the time, cry for 5 days consecutively. I deducted that the cause of this was that she was making me so unbearably unhappy at the time, and I basically yelled at her saying that nobody would ever love her and she would be in a situation relative to the crazy cat lady from "The Simpsons." My friends all told me that I threw her into such disarray that she isolated herself constantly.
Does all of this make me a bad person?
I feel as if it does.
