Reasons I think im stupid

Im a irresponsible piece of shit who can't do anything well and has to depend most of the time of the others around him
I always forget stuff
Idk how to code
I use Windows 8.1 and Chrome and I don't wanna be scolded for changing stuff on my PC despite most people encouraging me to not use them
I always say stupidities
i'm both incompetent in life and oblivious to almost everything

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You know what one of the most common faults is, people make in life? The assumption life just happens. You graduate, fall in love, family, little house, work... . But the thing is, if you don't make it happen, life just passes you by.

Noone is born with all the knowledge, and noone ever needs all the knowledge. Noone could even hold all that knowledge.

Even the smartest people in history, had areas in life, they had little to no knowledge about.

Forgetting stuff has dozen of reasons, beyond lack of intelligent. Stress, youth, mental conditions, not enough sleep...

I still use chrome. Sure, why not? Because some people are yelling about no true issues that would harm you? If you like it, stay with it. If you don't, there are always ways to learn how to change the browser. It's not hard, type in Firefox browser in google, download the exe and install. But it's something you have to do and learn. Look up youtube, plenty of videos to help you out with learning how to do so.

As for coding, do you really want to do it? If yes, small steps. Don't expect to learn c++ and create triple A like games. Setting up the programming environment is pretty much hard enough. But to learn it, you need time, motivation, realistic goals and dedication. And offcourse, good tutorials. A lot of classes aren't that great.

And most of all, don't be afraid to fail. Not everything will work, and not everything is a success. But the failures between starting and finishing, are all just progress.
 
Nah mate, you are just human.

Btw if you want an alternative to Windows, try Linux Mint or Ubuntu, Easy to learn. Also great for coding i'm told.
 
As for coding, do you really want to do it? If yes, small steps. Don't expect to learn c++ and create triple A like games. Setting up the programming environment is pretty much hard enough. But to learn it, you need time, motivation, realistic goals and dedication. And offcourse, good tutorials. A lot of classes aren't that great.

And most of all, don't be afraid to fail. Not everything will work, and not everything is a success. But the failures between starting and finishing, are all just progress.
It took me literal years to get to my coding status that I'm at today. And just because it was Scratch, or block-based, didn't let me down. After all, every computer is just a bunch of 1's and 0's, so what matters is how you can make something, no matter how you interpret it.

Seriously, though, my first project was a game where you pressed a button and it made a sound. That was my master genius game idea.

Could all of those years have been not wasted by not procrastinating? Definitely! But the first 2 versions of Microsoft Windows literally sucked, more than any corny joke you'll receive from an edgy teenager. But just about 10 years later, their systems made it to use in the FBI.

Xdqwerty said:
Im a irresponsible piece of shit who can't do anything well and has to depend most of the time of the others around him
It took Microsoft about 10 years because they had a big team. One-off, it can take a coder 2x that, but combined into a community of newly-born, proficient, and masters of varying levels, you can grow and grow. After all, where would I be without Stack Overflow?


Find something funny, and just laugh. Laughter beats any critical depression.
 
@BeniBel @Kirbydogs I think being a minor also makes me stupid

Not stupid, just lack of experience. That's something that grows over time, and everyone gains that and grows at their own pace. I didn't knew you were only 15, but you're at a golden age where you can discover who you are, and what you want from life. Explore life, stay away from the toxic aspects from life such as politics, and just try things. Make life happen, and search what makes you happy.
 
you know, saying all that shit to yourself, really wont help, staying delusional like this is just what will cause your brain to deteriorate, but we all act like this afterall, we all say stupidities to ourselfs that we are dumb and depend on people, we all fall in that illusion, but really to get out of the living hell of depression that youre in, you have to find what really fits you, you might not know coding, doesnt mean you are stupid, if you really want to learn, you can but its hard, thats the thing, its always difficult, you will have trouble of course, you will get angry, but, if you follow the steps of some patience and some hard work, the door will open, but if you really believe you cant do coding or you just cant, dont let it have you down, find other oppurtunities, things that you feel they are worth the hard work and your time, trust me i know you feel bad for yourself its fine, we are here to support you, you can tell us everything, but at a point of time, you need and try all your power to move on, find new borders, and if people tell you to not use windows 8.1, well just dont hear them, not abandon them but just dont let them tell you that, if you feel that windows 8.1 is good for you, then use it, you are not causing harm or hurting anyone by doing that, and btw windows 8.1 isnt that bad, its not like using it makes you weird, i personally use windows 7 because honestly, the aero theme still looks cool to me (and because my laptop is powered by coal) but anyway, prove to yourself that you are strong and responsible, no need to prove that to your friends because when you actually just dont give a damn about them trying to discouragd you, they will know that you arent someone to mess with, good luck
 
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