2010, I was an 18-year-old high schooler waiting for the school year to end and eagerly waiting to move in with my boyfriend. My goals were simple back then and never once I could I have ever imagined what the next 10 years were about to bring. Now I sit here, a 28-year-old, only a few hours before the year ends and eagerly waiting for my girlfriend to get off work to see a new decade begin. So much has changed in the past 10 years and I know that a new year doesn't bring much beyond a simple date change but for me, it sparks the end of my past life. The past decade nearly broke me, creating scars that might never heal but equally a strong will and desire to move forward. I've survived through the worst and even stood toe to toe with Death. I've seen the Void and lost myself to the darkness, but I never gave up on myself. The fact that I am still here to see 2020 is a testament to my determination and a testament to all those who helped me get through the worst of it all. This year will start with a new job, no more Walmart. This year will start in a new apartment with my girlfriend, no more feeling hopeless and helpless in my old apartment nor my old town. This year is a new year and the best way to start a new decade. I am not completely better and to be honest, I think that's going to take more time and that's fine. I can say that I am happier, I am far more confidant for a better future.
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